Thankfulness

I’m ashamed to say that sometimes I bulldoze my way into the Father’s presence and give Him this long list of wants and complaints. I donโ€™t take the time as Paul did to say, โ€œBlessed be the God and Father of our LORD Jesus Christ!โ€  All I can see is the mountain in front of me, and I don’t lift my eyes to see the King first. I forget that coming before my LORD is a sacred thing. How I want to be overwhelmed with the incredible magnificence of God so that, like Paul, I canโ€™t help but exclaim my praise to His name.

Psalm 100:4 says: “๐‘ฌ๐’๐’•๐’†๐’“ ๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’•๐’†๐’” ๐’˜๐’Š๐’•๐’‰ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’Œ๐’”๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’—๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ, ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’„๐’๐’–๐’“๐’•๐’” ๐’˜๐’Š๐’•๐’‰ ๐’‘๐’“๐’‚๐’Š๐’”๐’†; ๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’—๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’Œ๐’” ๐’•๐’ ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‘๐’“๐’‚๐’Š๐’”๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’‚๐’Ž๐’†.” If we take the time to come before Him, blessing His name, first with thanksgiving and then with praise, the outcome of our time with him can be so very different.

When we look at this scripture, itโ€™s interesting to see that thanksgiving and praise are two very separate things. I have often lumped them together. Thanksgiving is when we thank our loving Father for what He has done, for our children, our spouses, our jobs, the miracles of our present and past! As we begin to thank Him, we are reminded of all He has done, and faith begins to arise within us until we are at the place where praise bursts forth for who He is! Suddenly, we are in His presence, at His feet. What an incredible, mind-blowing gift. Thanksgiving will give you faith for your future, trust in the One who saved you, freedom, and joy!

There is so much in Godโ€™s Word about giving thanks, โ€œOh, give thanks to the LORD for He is good; for His steadfast love endures forever.โ€  Did you know that this beautiful little verse appears 81 times in the Old Testament? Even though the verse is short, our Father must think that giving thanks is no small matter! The Bible abounds with scriptures that tell us to give thanksโ€”and when our hearts are full, and so much promise is in the air, it is easy to do that!

But our Father goes one step further: He challenges us to โ€œgive thanks in all circumstances, for this is Godโ€™s will for you in Christ Jesus.โ€  (1 Thess. 5:18). This is giving thanks when it feels as though the weight of the world is on our shoulders. We are to give thanks in the face of tragedy, heartache, and suffering; to give thanks even when it appears the Father is somewhere far, far away. Our glorious Lord wants thankfulness to become an attitude, not something we mumble as a duty.

Just as Paul did in every prison cell he was in, every shipwreck he was a part of, and every beating that he took, so must we become a people of praise and thanksgiving, a people who sing โ€œBlessed be Your name!โ€  Perhaps it is then that we will hear the whole earth rejoice!!

Reflections

  1. When you come to God in prayer, how do you start off this precious time with Him, with your list of needs or with blessings?ย  Does that reveal how you truly see Him: as a problem-solver first or as your LORD and Savior, your blessed King?ย  What steps can you take to change this?
  2. How does starting your time with God with planned thanksgiving change your perspective on all those huge โ€œmountainsโ€ in front of you?ย  Are there specific times that you can remember when gratitude reminded you of Godโ€™s past faithfulness and encouraged your faith?
  3. Are you willing to give thanks to God even in the middle of painful or confusing seasons?ย  What would it look like for thankfulness to become your position, even in the middle of every trial and difficulty?

Step-By-Step

Today, letโ€™s begin every prayer with a โ€œGate and Courtโ€ pattern: Thankfulness followed by Praise.  Let thankfulness and praise lift your head to see the King, before you ever speak about the mountain.

The Doxology

Back when I was a little girl living in Zimbabwe, we would walk down the road to our little church.  It was an interesting combination of Anglicans and Methodists; funnily enough, it really worked, and the two denominations worked well together.  I didnโ€™t appreciate the traditions at the time, but now I find the creeds, hymns, and doxologies comforting, like a warm blanket on a chilly day.  One of my favorite memories is standing next to my Dad as we sang hymns together, listening to his glorious baritone harmonizing with mine!

Doxology is an interesting word, especially to geeks like me!  I hope youโ€™re a little that way too.  It comes from the Greek and means โ€˜doxaโ€™ or โ€˜glory,โ€™ and โ€˜logiaโ€™ from โ€˜logos or word, and speaking.โ€™  Speaking glory!  It was a way to glorify the Trinity in our little African church, my most favorite being, โ€œPraise God, from Whom All Blessings Flow.โ€  I know some of you are humming that in your heads already! 

In verse three of our text, we see Paul giving glory to the Trinity.  โ€œBlessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ.โ€  He blesses our Father, who is the origin of all those blessings, includes our Savior, who through His work on the cross is able to bless us, and finishes off with the work that only the Holy Spirit can do, as it is the Holy Spirit that applies the work to our hearts.  It is almost as though Paul couldnโ€™t help himself, knowing the incredible wonder of the Trinity, and so he speaks this doxology, โ€˜speaking gloryโ€™ to the Father!  Putting the Great I Am in His proper place and giving an appropriate opinion of the One who spoke the world into being.  Should we not do likewise?

It really is quite something to recognise that Paul, likely under house arrest and chained to a prison guard.  Reliant on friends to bring him food, unable to go outside and breathe in the beautiful fresh air, he still begins with worship!  He still begins by speaking glory to our Father.  Remarkable!  It really doesnโ€™t take a whole lot to derail my day, and so often I forget to bring glory to my LORD.   I need this reminder to glorify my God in every situation. 

Sometimes we need to remember what God has done for us, what Jesus accomplished by giving His life so that we can live for eternity.  To look back and reminisce on the times when the LORD came through, those โ€˜But Godโ€™ moments.  Then, as faith begins to arise in our spirits, we can speak glory to the Father.  Today I plan to sing the doxology, will you join me and sing it too?!

Praise God from whom all blessings flow.

Praise Him, all creatures here below.

Praise Him above, ye heavenly host.

Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost.

Reflections

  1. Paul begins with โ€˜speaking gloryโ€™ and worship even when his life is turned upside down, and he is imprisoned.ย  What circumstances often derail your focus on worshipping the LORD, and how might it look like for you to โ€œbegin with doxologyโ€ in the hard moments?
  2. The devotional features doxology as โ€œspeaking gloryโ€ to the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.ย  How does understanding the way the Trinity works impact the way you worship God?
  3. The author reminisces on times of worship and reminds us to remember โ€œBut Godโ€ moments.ย  Was there a time when remembering what God has done for you stirred your faith and brought gratitude to your heart?

Step-By-Step

Pause today and speak or sing a doxology, remember it doesnโ€™t have to sound perfect.  The LORD loves a joyful noise! Write down and remember three specific โ€œBut Godโ€ moments in your life where your Father has shown you His faithfulness. Let your remembering turn into thankfulness, your thankfulness into worship, and renewed faith.

Grace and Peace

Right from the very start โ€“ gifts given and flowing from our beloved Father. โ€œGrace and peace to you from God our Father and the LORD Jesus Christ.โ€ Ephesians 1:2. Grace and peace, two sought-after, treasured, priceless gifts. Make no mistake, these two gifts can only come from the Father and our precious Savior. Grace is the unmerited favor of God, which He lavishes upon you, not expecting anything in return. Wow โ€“ doesnโ€™t that make you stop and think? God pours out His grace upon you, and you donโ€™t have to do a thing!

I simply have to include this quote by F. B. Meyer because it is so beautiful and captures the essence of grace and peace! Read it slowly, let it sink inโ€ฆ โ€œGrace to help in our times of need; Peace to keep our heart and mind. The one as the blue vault of Heaven above us, with its smile of sun, and breath of air, and reviving rain; the other as the blue depths of the ocean, tranquil and calm. But neither of these blessed gifts can be ours till we have come to recognise God as our Father. Be doubtful about that, and you will not dare to exercise the child’s privilege of claiming what you want from the Father’s stores; and you will miss the unspeakable rest which breathes through the heart of the child, as it nestles to the father’s side. Open your heart to the Spirit of Adoption that He may flutter, dove-like, into its depths; and, in the cry Abba, bear witness with your spirit that you are a child of God, and if a child, then a participator in His Grace and Peace.โ€

We are His children, and just as mine reach into my fridge anytime they want to and partake of the food within, so can we claim what we need from our Fatherโ€™s storehouse. We are His children, His girls; that is who we are. That is the core of our identity. We can nestle close to the side of our Father and breathe in His peace. Here we are, Saints in Christ Jesus and children of the Living God, full of grace and peace.

When I was a little girl, I was baptized into the Methodist church, and I will never forget Reverend Ken Mew speaking this blessing over me in his soothing voice. โ€œThe Lord bless you and keep you; The Lord make His face shine upon you, and be gracious to you; The Lord lift up His countenance upon you, And give you peace.โ€ Numbers 6:24-26. And I still love hearing that blessing to this day. Here again, we see grace and peace. Grace first, peace flowing from His grace. Peace is always built on the foundation of His grace, His loving-kindness, His bountiful favor. That gift from our Perfect Savior that requires nothing in return. โ€˜Oh, what a Savior, isnโ€™t He wonderful!โ€™

Reflections

  1. Grace is described as the unmerited favor of Godโ€”freely and abundantly poured out upon you, with nothing asked for in return. Are there things in your life that make it difficult for you to receive the Fatherโ€™s grace without feeling the need to earn it? In what ways might that affect your relationship with God?
  2. This devotion highlights our identity as a daughter of Godโ€”able to come to the Fatherโ€™s storehouse, taking what we need. Are there ways you live like His beloved daughter who has total access to the Father, and where do you still hesitate, afraid to come boldly into His presence?
  3. Peace is always built on the foundation of Godโ€™s grace. How have you experienced peace when you simply rested in Godโ€™s grace, and how might your life change if you anchored your peace in His grace all the time?

Step-By-Step

Today, instead of striving, intentionally receive from the Father. Take five minutes to sit with the LORD and quietly pray, โ€œAbba Father, I receive Your grace and Your peace as Your beloved daughter.โ€ Write down one area where you have been trying to earn Godโ€™s favor, and then give that over to to Him. Let His peace settle upon you as you rest in being His child.

Doubting Thomas

Do you remember Doubting Thomas?  Thomas, who, when the disciples said that they had seen Jesus, retorted adamantly, โ€œUnless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe.โ€ John 20:25. Thomas wanted to see first and then believe.  So often, I find myself like Thomas โ€“ doubts will raise their ugly heads and play like a crazy merry-go-round in my head.  Does God really still heal today?  Does He really care about me?  Or perhaps, am I really saved?

Of course, as He always does, Jesus showed up to Thomas and invited him to put his hands into the scars, telling him to stop doubting and believe!  Thomas exclaimed, โ€œMy LORD and my God!โ€  I love Jesusโ€™ gentle response, which is what I often need to hear: โ€œBecause you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.โ€ John 20:29. We are blessed because we believe in the Son, we believe He was sent to save us, and yet have not seen him.  Thatโ€™s faith!

In our text, we see Paul referring to โ€œthe faithful in Christ Jesus.โ€  The word for faithful is the same one Jesus used when talking to Thomas โ€“ โ€˜believed.โ€™  Paul is talking to the Saints, you and me, because we are Believers!  We believe!  We have faith!  We have a Savior we can have faith in, one who is constant and never fails. This is a faith we can be loyal to and defend. We can join the vast throng of โ€˜the faithfulโ€™ simply because we believe.  And as we believe, as we trust, God will shape us and make us faithful, with a rock-solid knowledge that the LORD is everything He says He is.

Do you know what I love about the story of Thomas?  God showed up!  Even though Thomas was full of doubt, so many questions, God showed up.  He always does.  And Thomas?  He went on to become the most zealous of missionaries, preaching Jesus to the East, perhaps as far as India and becoming a martyr by the end of a spear.  So certain was he that Jesus was his LORD and God that he was prepared to die for his faith.  In the end, he was not Doubting Thomas but Faithful Thomas.  Faithful in Christ Jesus. 

When doubt threatens to overtake you and questions swirl in your mind, let your Abba Father know.  He hears you.  He sees you.  And He will show up for you.  He will turn your doubt to faith, shaping and molding you to be one of the faithful in Christ Jesus!

Reflections

  1. In what area of your life do you most relate to Thomas right now? When doubts tend to rise in your mind questioning Godโ€™s power, His loving care for you, or your own faith, how do you respond when they appear?
  2. In what way can you bring your doubts honestly to Jesus instead of hiding them or fighting them alone?
  3. In what ways can you live as one of โ€œthe faithful in Christ Jesus,โ€ trusting God even when you cannot see?

Step-By-Step

Today, when those frustrating doubts surface, take a moment and pray this simple prayer: โ€œJesus, I make the choice to believe even before I see. Help my unbelief.โ€ Write down a promise from Scripture and one way that your Abba Father has shown up for you in the past. Make this a remembrance that you can revisit whenever those doubts threaten to surface again.

The Will of God

Paul was always amazed that he was called by God.  โ€œPaul, an apostle of Jesus Christ by the will of God,โ€ (Ephesians 1:1a). A man who was bitter and angry, a persecutor of Christians, a Pharisee and Roman Citizen who sought to imprison and kill all those following Christ.  Itโ€™s almost as if Paul was saying, โ€œWow, I canโ€™t believe it, because of God I am now a spokesperson for Jesus!โ€  Over and over throughout the New Testament, you see a man who stands amazed, whose boast is only in the LORD, never in himself.

Honestly, thatโ€™s me!  When I think back upon my past and where I came from, I am โ€˜gob-smacked,โ€™ as my husband would say, that the LORD called me.  That He chose me when there are so many other, much better choices that He could have made.  My path was one where I only thought of myself, worked hard, and played harder, sadly there were a few casualties along the way, as there so often is. There was a โ€œBut Godโ€ moment in my life, a โ€œCome to Jesusโ€ moment!  God turned my broken life around, and I am still so often surprised by where this journey with my Savior has taken me.  Glory to God!

And so, Paul simply states in a humble fashion, โ€œI am a spokesperson for God by the will of God.โ€  What I love next is that Paul is talking to the Saints in Ephesus.  โ€œTo the saints who are in Ephesus, and faithful in Christ Jesus,โ€ (Ephesians 1:1b). The Saints!  Not some holier-than-thou saints with gleaming halos upon their heads, but real, everyday Christians in Ephesus.  Doctors, nurses, retailers, lawyers, clerks, you name it, people just like you and me.  This verse could say, โ€œTo the saints who are in ______,โ€ insert your city here.  You are that Saint that Paul is talking to!

Now, letโ€™s take the religiosity off Saint for a second.  Saint means one set apart, holy.  Thatโ€™s you! When you said โ€˜yesโ€™ to Jesus, you became set apart, and through His precious blood, holy, as if you had never sinned!  Wow, the very thought fills me with awe.  As we read through this time, as we seek our true identity in Christ, the very first thing to remember is that you are called by the will of God and that you are a Saint, holy and set apart.  Doesnโ€™t that make you want to rejoice?  Stand a little straighter, Saint, lift your head a little higher, He has called you!


Reflections

  1. ย Paul always remembered who he was before Christ and how far he had come. How does remembering your own โ€œbefore Christโ€ story make you thankful for Godโ€™s calling on your life?
  2. Paul describes himself simply as an apostle โ€œby the will of God,โ€ not by anything he had done and certainly not by luck. Do you sometimes struggle to believe that God truly chose youโ€”just as you are?ย  How can you begin to trust that God chose you as you are?
  3. The believers in Ephesus were ordinary people just like you and I, but Paul calls them โ€œsaints.โ€ How does redefining โ€œsaintโ€ as โ€œset apart and made holy through Christโ€ change your view of yourself and other believers?

Step-By-Step

Today, write your name and city into Ephesians 1:1b (for example, โ€œTo the saint, ____, who is in _____, and faithful in Christ Jesus,โ€ Read this verse out loud as a declaration that you are indeed called by the will of God, you are set apart for His purposes. Walk throughout your day with a consciousness that you are His called and chosen saint, remember gratitude, and humility in the person He called you to be.

He Loved Us First

1 John 4:19. Says; โ€œWe love because He first loved us.โ€ Beautiful words.  Words that breathe refreshing life into any weary soul.  โ€œHe loved you first.โ€  In this sweet and simple verse, we hear the Father declaring His love for us, right from the beginning of time.  A shout through the ages from creation to kings, from wars to prophets, down to the birth of His Son.  โ€œI loved you first.โ€

Our wonderful Heavenly Father is the initiator, and we are the responder. โ€œYou have not chosen me, but I have chosen you.โ€ John 15:16. He chose us, we didnโ€™t choose Him.  So often we tell the story of how we chose God, when the reality is, He chose you!  He chose you way back when you were formed in your motherโ€™s womb and your days were written in His book!  God is the initiator; we are the responder.

We donโ€™t give in order to move God to give us more!  We give because He has already given a thousand blessings, an abundance of miracles, and the assurance of salvation.  He gave first. Our response is to give back out of gratefulness and thankfulness for His generous love.  We donโ€™t praise Him to experience His presence.  We praise our Savior as a response to His majesty, as a response to His greatness, His mercy, and His grace.  Creation responding to the Creator!  God is the initiator; we are the responder.  


Our motivation to give, to love, and to praise must be a response to the Great I am loving us first. He gives in abundance; He never leaves us or forsakes us!  You cannot read your bible long enough, pray enough, or do enough good works to make Him love you more.  He loved you first, with a perfect love, a love that knows no bounds, to which there is no end.  Should we not fling our arms to heaven and declare our love for Him when we know the depths of His love?  Our response should be written into every detail of our lives, in our giving, in our doing, in our praising, and in our living.  โ€œWe love because He first loved us.โ€

Reflections

  1. In what areas of your life do you subtly try to โ€œearnโ€ Godโ€™s love instead of resting in the truth that He loved you first?ย 
  2. In what ways is God inviting you to respond to His first love, with praise, worship, or thanksgiving in this moment? ย How might your day shift if you saw these acts as a grateful response rather than a duty?
  3. How does knowing that God chose you first shape your identity and your confidence in yourself today?ย  Write down any fears, insecurities, or striving you might be able to release to Him because of this truth?

Step-By-Step
Take a journal page and title it โ€œBecause He Loved Me First, I Willโ€ฆโ€
Write down 5โ€“10 simple, heartfelt responses, all the ways you want to love, give, praise, forgive, or serve this week, not because you want to earn the Fatherโ€™s love but as a joyful overflowing of His love.๐Ÿ’›

God’s Incredible Riches

I found myself within a room and began to look around me, everywhere I looked there were shiny gift boxes, tied with huge satin ribbons in every conceivable colour. For a moment I just marveled at the absolute beauty of the boxes, the perfect way in which they were all wrapped. Then I noticed a card attached to each gift, they had my name on them โ€“ every single gift was for me. Oh, the excitement! The anticipation! Who had gone to all this trouble to give me all these perfect presents, to wrap each one so thoughtfully, for me?

But they were so beautifully put together.  Perhaps I should just take them home and put them on my mantlepiece, they would look so lovely there on display. It would be such a pity to ruin them.  Well, maybe Iโ€™ll open just oneโ€ฆ

I picked up the gift wrapped in iridescent pink, my favourite colour, the bow sparkled with gold and silver catching the light and sending out rainbows. Carefully, slowly, I began to unwrap it, almost a little fearful โ€“ what if I donโ€™t like it? I reached into the box and drew out the giftโ€ฆ ๐‘ช๐’‰๐’๐’”๐’†๐’! ๐‘ช๐’‰๐’๐’”๐’†๐’!  I am chosen.  Before the foundation of the world. Me? Chosen? How can that be? Me? I felt the word well up within me, exploding in joyous colours โ€“ ๐‘ช๐’‰๐’๐’”๐’†๐’!  I am chosen by God the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. Tears began to pour down my cheeks as I felt the love of the Father lavished upon me and the word ๐‘ช๐’‰๐’๐’”๐’†๐’ echoed all around me, bouncing off the walls and into my heart.

Silence. All was quiet again as I hugged this precious gift to my chest tears drying on my face. I looked around and there were still so many gifts waiting, waiting for me, with my name on them. How could I possibly have ever thought of NOT opening them!

I ran over to the pale blue gift, ripped off the bow, exuberantly throwing it aside.   Knowing that my Father would only give me good gifts.  ๐‘จ๐’…๐’๐’‘๐’•๐’†๐’…!  I stopped and allowed it to sink right in, way down to the depths of my soul โ€“ Adopted according to His good pleasure.  He was pleased to adopt me.  To bring me to Himself. He said it was a pleasure.  A delight.  ๐‘จ๐’…๐’๐’‘๐’•๐’†๐’…!  Iโ€™m Adopted!

I literally danced over to the next gift, joy filling me to the brim โ€“ ๐‘ช๐’‰๐’๐’”๐’†๐’, Adopted, by the Father! How did I ever get so blessed? Tearing off the wrapping and throwing it asideโ€ฆ ๐‘จ๐’„๐’„๐’†๐’‘๐’•๐’†๐’…!  This one almost blew my mind, my knees grew weak, and I sank to the floor. A deep groaning came from within me, and I began to sob. ๐‘จ๐’„๐’„๐’†๐’‘๐’•๐’†๐’…, I had always wanted to be accepted. Accepted in the Beloved.  Oh, His grace! I was undone. How long I lay there for Iโ€™ll never know, laying in a deep blue pool of his acceptance, waves washing over me that whispered ๐‘จ๐’„๐’„๐’†๐’‘๐’•๐’†๐’…, ๐‘จ๐’„๐’„๐’†๐’‘๐’•๐’†๐’…, ๐‘จ๐’„๐’„๐’†๐’‘๐’•๐’†๐’…. A deep, deep pool of His unfathomable love and grace.

After what seemed like hours I staggered to my feet and looked around me. Gifts, more gifts, what seemed to be a never-ending panorama of His gifts to me. Should I open another? I wasnโ€™t sure how much more I could take.  ๐‘ช๐’‰๐’๐’”๐’†๐’, ๐‘จ๐’…๐’๐’‘๐’•๐’†๐’…, ๐‘จ๐’„๐’„๐’†๐’‘๐’•๐’†๐’… resonated inside me. โ€œIโ€™ll just open a small one,โ€ I thought โ€“ reaching out for the little silver box. I lifted the lid and peered in โ€“ ๐‘น๐’†๐’…๐’†๐’†๐’Ž๐’†๐’…!  It felt as if I was breaking, my very soul began to shatter. ๐‘น๐’†๐’…๐’†๐’†๐’Ž๐’†๐’… โ€“ it whispered so loud! In Him we have redemption. I sat on the floor and pulled my knees to my chest, questions whirling around in my head. How is that possible? I am redeemed.  But you donโ€™t know what Iโ€™ve done, who I am! โ€œ๐‘น๐’†๐’…๐’†๐’†๐’Ž๐’†๐’…!โ€ whispered the loudness. I bowed my head and listened โ€œ๐‘น๐’†๐’…๐’†๐’†๐’Ž๐’†๐’….โ€ โ€œYou are ๐‘ช๐’‰๐’๐’”๐’†๐’, ๐‘จ๐’…๐’๐’‘๐’•๐’†๐’…, ๐‘จ๐’„๐’„๐’†๐’‘๐’•๐’†๐’…, ๐‘น๐’†๐’…๐’†๐’†๐’Ž๐’†๐’…!โ€ I felt a crystal shower of words flowing all over me, speaking redemption into my being. ๐‘น๐’†๐’…๐’†๐’†๐’Ž๐’†๐’….

โ€œOpen just one more,โ€ said the voice. I couldnโ€™t move but there was a red box within my reach adorned with a liquid red bow. I pulled it onto my lap and opened it. The room went redโ€ฆ liquid red, shimmering red, red all over my knees, my hands, my heart, dripping, flowing. ๐‘ญ๐’๐’“๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’—๐’†๐’!  The word leapt out at me, ungluing me, my bones turned liquid. ๐‘ญ๐’๐’“๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’—๐’†๐’!  Red blood flowing all over me, the rich, red blood of my Saviour, my Redeemer, my Jesus. โ€œ๐‘ญ๐’๐’“๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’—๐’†๐’,โ€ said the blood, โ€œ๐‘ญ๐’๐’“๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’—๐’†๐’,โ€ sang the blood, โ€œ๐‘ญ๐’๐’“๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’—๐’†๐’!โ€ shouted the blood. As I soaked in the wonder, the beauty of my latest gift, everything began to turn whiteโ€ฆ White as snow, so white it glistened, so white it hurt my eyes. I looked at my hand, my body, my heart, my soul โ€“ white, forgiven, washed in the blood of the Lamb.

I was exhausted, but so full, I felt so rich, amazed at the gifts the Father had poured out upon me in huge bucketsful of love! Clean, so clean. New, so new. He has made me new.  Tears of gratitude once again began to pour down my face. ๐‘ช๐’‰๐’๐’”๐’†๐’, ๐‘จ๐’…๐’๐’‘๐’•๐’†๐’…, ๐‘จ๐’„๐’„๐’†๐’‘๐’•๐’†๐’…, ๐‘น๐’†๐’…๐’†๐’†๐’Ž๐’†๐’…, ๐‘ญ๐’๐’“๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’—๐’†๐’!

Flowers began to grow in front of me, millions of sunflowers, roses, lily of the valley and a fragrance so sweet and indescribable filled the air. I looked and saw a road before me and heard the Father speak, โ€œNow go, go and tell the others to open their gifts, not to put them on the mantlepiece for decoration or to look pretty, tell them to tear off the wrapping and see the beauty and wonder of the gifts I have given them!โ€

๐—ช๐—ถ๐—น๐—น ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐˜‚๐—ป๐˜„๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ฝ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ ๐—ด๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜๐˜€? ๐—ง๐—ผ๐—ฑ๐—ฎ๐˜†!

Blind Bartimaeus

Who doesnโ€™t love to travel, see new places, experience new things? For me try all the new cuisines! But to do that we need to have a passport, a document that tells authorities exactly who you are, you wouldnโ€™t be able to travel without this very important identification.

Way back in Mark 10, we see just how important identification was. Imagine the scene, Blind Bartimaeus was sitting at the side of the road, begging, when Jesus passed by; โ€œ๐‘ฏ๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’ ๐’•๐’ ๐’”๐’‰๐’๐’–๐’•, โ€œ๐‘ฑ๐’†๐’”๐’–๐’”, ๐‘บ๐’๐’ ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ซ๐’‚๐’—๐’Š๐’…, ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’Ž๐’†๐’“๐’„๐’š ๐’๐’ ๐’Ž๐’†!โ€ ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’๐’š ๐’“๐’†๐’ƒ๐’–๐’Œ๐’†๐’… ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’๐’๐’… ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž ๐’•๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’’๐’–๐’Š๐’†๐’•, ๐’ƒ๐’–๐’• ๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’‰๐’๐’–๐’•๐’†๐’… ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’Ž๐’๐’“๐’†, โ€œ๐‘บ๐’๐’ ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ซ๐’‚๐’—๐’Š๐’…, ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’Ž๐’†๐’“๐’„๐’š ๐’๐’ ๐’Ž๐’†!โ€ ๐‘ฑ๐’†๐’”๐’–๐’” ๐’”๐’•๐’๐’‘๐’‘๐’†๐’… ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’”๐’‚๐’Š๐’…, โ€œ๐‘ช๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž. ๐‘บ๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’š ๐’„๐’‚๐’๐’๐’†๐’… ๐’•๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’๐’Š๐’๐’… ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’, โ€œ๐‘ช๐’‰๐’†๐’†๐’“ ๐’–๐’‘! ๐‘ถ๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’‡๐’†๐’†๐’•! ๐‘ฏ๐’†โ€™๐’” ๐’„๐’‚๐’๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’š๐’๐’–.โ€ ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’“๐’๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’„๐’๐’๐’‚๐’Œ ๐’‚๐’”๐’Š๐’…๐’†, ๐’‰๐’† ๐’‹๐’–๐’Ž๐’‘๐’†๐’… ๐’•๐’ ๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’‡๐’†๐’†๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’„๐’‚๐’Ž๐’† ๐’•๐’ ๐‘ฑ๐’†๐’”๐’–๐’”.โ€ Throwing his cloak aside? Why did Mark even mention this cloak? Was it important? You see, the Roman government issued identification to the blind man, giving them the legal right to beg. A cloak was given, an identity allotted. Bartimaeus wore that cloak which announced to the world, I am blind, this is who I am.

When Bartimaeus heard Jesus coming, he threw aside that cloak, his old identity. ๐—•๐—ฒ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ฑ, ๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐˜„ ๐—ถ๐˜ ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐—ถ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ. He knew that today was the day that he would be changed forever, he would be able to see!

How like Bartimaeus we can be. Wearing the cloak that the world has given us, perhaps a cloak of shame, anxiety, doubt, fear, or failure. That cloak can become our identity. Bartimaeus knew that only Jesus could change his identity and he was ready! He was ready for a new identity, one that could see, one that knew Jesus could exchange failure, fear, and frailty for courage, love, and peace.

I often wonder what happened to Sharp Sighted Bartimaeus, one thing I know for sure is he never picked that cloak up again, Mark tells us, โ€œ๐’Š๐’Ž๐’Ž๐’†๐’…๐’Š๐’‚๐’•๐’†๐’๐’š ๐’‰๐’† ๐’“๐’†๐’„๐’†๐’Š๐’—๐’†๐’… ๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’”๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‡๐’๐’๐’๐’๐’˜๐’†๐’… ๐‘ฑ๐’†๐’”๐’–๐’” ๐’๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’“๐’๐’‚๐’….โ€ No time to turn back. I want to be like Bartimaeus, throw away my old identity, the one the world has placed on my shoulder and take on the identity of Christ. Healed. Loved. Forgiven. Child of God. ๐Ÿฆ‹๐Ÿ’•

A Raging Battle

Sometimes it feels as though we do nothing but battle. We wrestle, we struggle, and we fight. Ephesians 6:12 tells us this exact thing; โ€œ๐‘ญ๐’๐’“ ๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’”๐’•๐’“๐’–๐’ˆ๐’ˆ๐’๐’† ๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’๐’• ๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’• ๐’‡๐’๐’†๐’”๐’‰ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’ƒ๐’๐’๐’๐’…, ๐’ƒ๐’–๐’• ๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’“๐’–๐’๐’†๐’“๐’”, ๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’‚๐’–๐’•๐’‰๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’•๐’Š๐’†๐’”, ๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’‘๐’๐’˜๐’†๐’“๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’…๐’‚๐’“๐’Œ ๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’๐’… ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’‘๐’Š๐’“๐’Š๐’•๐’–๐’‚๐’ ๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’„๐’†๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’†๐’—๐’Š๐’ ๐’Š๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’—๐’†๐’๐’๐’š ๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’๐’Ž๐’”.โ€ Some translations use battle, fight, or wrestle.

Interestingly, this verse is not sounding an alarm; itโ€™s not a clarion call announcing a call to arms, but a statement, a declaration that we are already in this battle. ๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ฟ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ฑ๐˜† ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด, ๐—ณ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—บ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—บ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ด๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ณ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—–๐—ต๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ฅ๐——โ€™๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—บ๐˜†.

I had a picture of an intense battleground, bombs were exploding everywhere you looked, snipers were in the trees and there were ambushes hidden around the corner. And there, walking among the flowers, was a person who looked like they were on a Sunday stroll. Stopping to pick flowers, oblivious to that which was going on around. It made me want to shout, to shake the stroller and say, โ€œ๐˜Š๐˜ข๐˜ฏโ€™๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถโ€™๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜ฅ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ข ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ! ๐˜‰๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ญ!โ€ All I could think was, โ€œ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต!โ€

๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฏ๐—ฎ๐˜๐˜๐—น๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜„, ๐—ถ๐˜โ€™๐˜€ ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ต๐˜ ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜„๐—ถ๐—น๐—น ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜‚๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ.

The surest way to lose a battle is to pretend it doesnโ€™t exist. In 2 Corinthians 2:11, as Paul talks about forgiving one another, he says, โ€œ๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’“๐’…๐’†๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐‘บ๐’‚๐’•๐’‚๐’ ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’• ๐’๐’๐’• ๐’๐’–๐’•๐’˜๐’Š๐’• ๐’–๐’”. ๐‘ญ๐’๐’“ ๐’˜๐’† ๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’๐’๐’• ๐’–๐’๐’‚๐’˜๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’”๐’„๐’‰๐’†๐’Ž๐’†๐’”.โ€ The devil schemes, he plots, and he plans and his conspiracies are not ones for your good, they are to kill you, like a lion to devour you. (1 Peter 5:8)

I feel we must put a BUT GOD moment in here! But God has equipped us, has given us armor, has advised us of the battle plan. We are fighting a battle that we will win! The Holy Spirit was sent to us to be our guide, He helps us in our weakness and leads us in all truth. Godโ€™s Word illuminates our path, equips us for battle. Our worship to the LORD conquers even the fiercest of enemies. And prayer, oh prayer, Karl Barth put it this way; โ€œ๐˜›๐˜ฐ ๐˜ค๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฑ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ.โ€ โค๐Ÿฆ‹

Jesus Paid the Price

I’ve been reading the last 3 chapters of Judges and honestly there isnโ€™t a whole lot to like in these stories! It is a tough couple of chapters full of what life looks like when man goes their own way and does โ€œ๐’˜๐’‰๐’‚๐’•๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’š ๐’”๐’†๐’† ๐’‡๐’Š๐’•โ€, takes matters into their own hands, and there is very little of God in the story.

An interesting verse stood out to me, and I really wondered why it was even referenced, itโ€™s Judges 20:16; โ€œ๐‘จ๐’Ž๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’”๐’† ๐’”๐’๐’๐’…๐’Š๐’†๐’“๐’” ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’“๐’† ๐’˜๐’†๐’“๐’† ๐’”๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’ ๐’‰๐’–๐’๐’…๐’“๐’†๐’… ๐’”๐’†๐’๐’†๐’„๐’• ๐’•๐’“๐’๐’๐’‘๐’” ๐’˜๐’‰๐’ ๐’˜๐’†๐’“๐’† ๐’๐’†๐’‡๐’•-๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’…๐’†๐’…, ๐’†๐’‚๐’„๐’‰ ๐’๐’‡ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’๐’Ž ๐’„๐’๐’–๐’๐’… ๐’”๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚ ๐’”๐’•๐’๐’๐’† ๐’‚๐’• ๐’‚ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’Š๐’“ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’๐’๐’• ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’”๐’”.โ€ Left-handed men? Remarkable that there were so many left-handed men who were select troops. If you are left-handed, this is something to celebrate, as left-handed people have been given a bad rap for so many years. In many countries, well into the 21st century, children were forced to write with their right hand, sometimes having their left hands tied behind their backs!

There is a story about an island of men who used sling shots, in the Balearic Islands, today Majorca and Menorca. You could hire these elite troops who would fight on the front lines shattering the shields and helmets of the enemy. When the boys were young their fathers would put their bread for the day on the top of a tree or stick and the little boy would have to sling stones at it if he wanted to eat that day! A sure-fire way of making a great shooter. These incredible select troops could shoot a 1-pound stone at 100 miles an hour!

Now the bible says that these left-handed men were so good at what they did that they could sling a stone at a hair and not miss! Incredible.

Interestingly the word for miss in the Hebrew is โ€˜chataโ€™ meaning, to miss the way, to fail; to err, to swerve from truth, to go wrong, to sin. Miss is the common word for sin. When we miss the mark, donโ€™t hit the standard that God has set for righteousness we sin. And Godโ€™s Word tells us in Romans 3; โ€œ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’๐’†๐’… ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‡๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’‰๐’๐’“๐’• ๐’๐’‡ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’ˆ๐’๐’๐’“๐’š ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’…, ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’‹๐’–๐’”๐’•๐’Š๐’‡๐’Š๐’†๐’… ๐’‡๐’“๐’†๐’†๐’๐’š ๐’ƒ๐’š ๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’ˆ๐’“๐’‚๐’„๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’“๐’๐’–๐’ˆ๐’‰ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’“๐’†๐’…๐’†๐’Ž๐’‘๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’„๐’‚๐’Ž๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’š ๐‘ช๐’‰๐’“๐’Š๐’”๐’• ๐‘ฑ๐’†๐’”๐’–๐’”.โ€

We all miss the mark, if we were young boys living on that island, none of us would eat! BUT, we are all justified and redeemed by His grace. Because of the blood of our precious Savior, we are all freely forgiven, raised up, and delivered. Today I am thankful that Jesus paid the price for my sin, for my terrible aim, for my inability to hit the mark, because of Jesusโ€™ grace I am free, it is as though I have never sinned.

๐—ง๐—ผ๐—ฑ๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐—œ ๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐˜„๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—น๐—ฑ ๐—ธ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ผ ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ด๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ป ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ณ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ, ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ, ๐—ฎ๐—ฏ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—น๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ฎ๐—ฑ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ! ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿฆ‹