Numbering Our Days

In Psalm 90:12 we read this verse; โ€œ๐‘ป๐’†๐’‚๐’„๐’‰ ๐’–๐’” ๐’•๐’ ๐’๐’–๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’†๐’“ ๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’…๐’‚๐’š๐’” ๐’„๐’‚๐’“๐’†๐’‡๐’–๐’๐’๐’š ๐’”๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’˜๐’† ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’š ๐’…๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’๐’๐’‘ ๐’˜๐’Š๐’”๐’…๐’๐’Ž ๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’•๐’”.โ€ A seemingly impossible request, how many of us know the number of our days? Only our Abba Father who has appointed every single one of them for us.

Hidden in this verse is a sparkling treasure, a truth that will change us if we let it. In Hebrew, this verse says, โ€œ๐“๐ž๐š๐œ๐ก ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ โ€˜๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐š๐กโ€™ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐š๐ฒ๐ฌ,โ€ to not just number our days but to prepare and appoint them. Our instructions are to look upon every day as important and to plan for it ahead of time. To prepare for the things we need to do, even to appoint moments in our day.

Perhaps make an appointment with a friend for coffee and set aside a particular day. Elect a time when you will meet with your Savior and keep the date. Set aside time for your children, your spouse, your parents. Appoint a day to write a blog or journal, study a book or meditate on Godโ€™s Word. Plan and prepare your days instead of watching them fly by in what seems like a flash and a blur.

If we โ€˜manahโ€™ our days then, โ€œ๐’˜๐’† ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’š ๐’…๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’๐’๐’‘ ๐’˜๐’Š๐’”๐’…๐’๐’Ž ๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’•๐’”.โ€ The wisdom that we all want, desire, and need. We will be like the five wise virgins who had oil in their lamps, they knew there was an appointed time for the bridegroom to come and get them. In this same way, we are asked to appoint, prepare, and number all the days of our lives. ๐Ÿฆ‹๐Ÿ’•

Our Part

I often have great intentions, but the busyness of life, procrastination on my part, and the squirrels in my head (oh, those squirrels!) often distract me from my destination. But I am learning, and one of those things that I have learned is that nothing about being in relationship with our Eternal God is passive. Thereโ€™s always a part we must play, a choice we have to make.

Letโ€™s take a look at a few examples from the Word of God:

โ€œ๐‘ฉ๐’–๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’š ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’˜๐’‚๐’Š๐’• ๐’–๐’‘๐’๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ณ๐‘ถ๐‘น๐‘ซ ๐’”๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’“๐’†๐’๐’†๐’˜ ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’Š๐’“ ๐’”๐’•๐’“๐’†๐’๐’ˆ๐’•๐’‰โ€ฆโ€ Isaiah 40:31

โ€œ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’”๐’•๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’”๐’†๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ณ๐‘ถ๐‘น๐‘ซ ๐’Š๐’” ๐’ˆ๐’๐’๐’…; ๐’ƒ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”๐’†๐’… ๐’Š๐’” ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’๐’๐’† ๐’˜๐’‰๐’ ๐’•๐’‚๐’Œ๐’†๐’” ๐’“๐’†๐’‡๐’–๐’ˆ๐’† ๐’Š๐’ ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž.โ€ Psalm 34:8

โ€œ๐‘ซ๐’“๐’‚๐’˜ ๐’๐’†๐’‚๐’“ ๐’•๐’ ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’…, ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐‘ฏ๐’† ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’…๐’“๐’‚๐’˜ ๐’๐’†๐’‚๐’“ ๐’•๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’–.โ€ James 4:8

โ€œ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐’๐’‚๐’Ž๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ณ๐‘ถ๐‘น๐‘ซ ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‚ ๐’”๐’•๐’“๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’๐’˜๐’†๐’“; ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐’“๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’•๐’†๐’๐’–๐’” ๐’“๐’–๐’ ๐’•๐’ ๐’Š๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’”๐’‚๐’‡๐’†.โ€ Proverbs 18:10

โ€œ๐‘ฉ๐’–๐’• ๐’š๐’๐’–, ๐‘ถ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’…, ๐’‡๐’๐’†๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’”๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‘๐’–๐’“๐’”๐’–๐’† ๐’“๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’•๐’†๐’๐’–๐’”๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”, ๐’ˆ๐’๐’…๐’๐’Š๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”, ๐’‡๐’‚๐’Š๐’•๐’‰, ๐’๐’๐’—๐’†, ๐’‘๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’†๐’๐’„๐’†, ๐’ˆ๐’†๐’๐’•๐’๐’†๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”. ๐‘ญ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’ˆ๐’๐’๐’… ๐’‡๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’• ๐’๐’‡ ๐’‡๐’‚๐’Š๐’•๐’‰, ๐’๐’‚๐’š ๐’‰๐’๐’๐’… ๐’๐’ ๐’†๐’•๐’†๐’“๐’๐’‚๐’ ๐’๐’Š๐’‡๐’†, ๐’•๐’ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’Š๐’„๐’‰ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’˜๐’†๐’“๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’”๐’ ๐’„๐’‚๐’๐’๐’†๐’… ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’„๐’๐’๐’‡๐’†๐’”๐’”๐’†๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’ˆ๐’๐’๐’… ๐’„๐’๐’๐’‡๐’†๐’”๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’Š๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’‘๐’“๐’†๐’”๐’†๐’๐’„๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’š ๐’˜๐’Š๐’•๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”๐’†๐’”.โ€ 1 Timothy 6:11-12

Action words and verbs simply abound in these passages. ๐‘พ๐’‚๐’Š๐’•! ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’”๐’•๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐‘บ๐’†๐’†. ๐‘ซ๐’“๐’‚๐’˜ ๐‘ต๐’†๐’‚๐’“. ๐‘น๐’–๐’! ๐‘ท๐’–๐’“๐’”๐’–๐’†. ๐‘ญ๐’๐’†๐’†! ๐‘ญ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’•!

So much of the Word of God requires action on our part. We cannot just sit, doing nothing, and expect to grow in the knowledge of our God. Good intentions and good ideas donโ€™t get us anywhere! Therefore, I love the consistency of our Abba Father, and this is why I so want to be like Him. If we consistently wait, consistently taste, consistently draw near, we will get to know the LORD and we will see change in our families, our nation, and across the world.

Letโ€™s make this our prayer – โ€œ๐˜“๐˜–๐˜™๐˜‹ โ€“ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต, ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ, ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด. ๐˜›๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜จ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ!โ€๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿฆ‹

Bold Prayer

Sometimes when I set aside time to pray, I donโ€™t want to do it wrong, I want to do it right. I donโ€™t want to be the one Solomon spoke about in Ecclesiastes 5:2; โ€œ๐‘ซ๐’ ๐’๐’๐’• ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’’๐’–๐’Š๐’„๐’Œ ๐’˜๐’Š๐’•๐’‰ ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’Ž๐’๐’–๐’•๐’‰, ๐’…๐’ ๐’๐’๐’• ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’‰๐’‚๐’”๐’•๐’š ๐’Š๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’• ๐’•๐’ ๐’–๐’•๐’•๐’†๐’“ ๐’‚๐’๐’š๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’† ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’…. ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’… ๐’Š๐’” ๐’Š๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’—๐’†๐’ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’๐’ ๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’•๐’‰, ๐’”๐’ ๐’๐’†๐’• ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’…๐’” ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’‡๐’†๐’˜.โ€

When I was in my teens, we were taught to pray the โ€˜ACTSโ€™ way. Adoration โ€“ Confession โ€“ Thanksgiving โ€“ Supplication. Should I stick to this methodology? Is this the โ€˜rightโ€™ way? Before I know it 30 minutes has passed as I worry about getting it right!

I know that we are told to come โ€˜boldlyโ€™ into the presence of God. โ€œ๐‘ณ๐’†๐’• ๐’–๐’” ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’“๐’†๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’† ๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’๐’๐’…๐’๐’š ๐’•๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’“๐’๐’๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐’ˆ๐’“๐’‚๐’„๐’†, ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’˜๐’† ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’š ๐’๐’ƒ๐’•๐’‚๐’Š๐’ ๐’Ž๐’†๐’“๐’„๐’š ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‡๐’Š๐’๐’… ๐’ˆ๐’“๐’‚๐’„๐’† ๐’•๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’๐’‘ ๐’Š๐’ ๐’•๐’Š๐’Ž๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐’๐’†๐’†๐’….โ€ Hebrews 4:16. But what does โ€˜boldyโ€™ look like? Itโ€™s certainly not brash or with a sense of entitlement!

๐—–๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ณ๐—ถ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜๐—น๐˜† is what my Strongโ€™s Concordance tells me. With confidence and free from any kind of fear, the ability to pour out your heart before the King. Before a throne of grace, unmerited favor, and merciful kindness!

Spurgeon puts it way better than I ever could; โ€œ๐˜ž๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข ๐˜๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ต, ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜‰๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ถ๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ด. ๐˜Š๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ, ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ค๐˜บ?โ€

At the end of the day, I think I make things too complicated. Our Bridegroom is approachable. There is no perfect way or โ€˜right wayโ€™ to talk to our Father. He longs for us to come to Him in confidence, with honesty, and openness in our hearts.

Today I pray that you wouldnโ€™t delay, that you would know the freedom you have to approach your Savior, He welcomes you into His presence with open arms! Pour out your heart to Him knowing that He listens with avid attention and responds to the cry of your heart. ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿฆ‹

God’s Lovingkindness

In 2006, Baylor University conducted a study on the way Americans view God. 31% of the population believe in an ๐€๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ข๐š๐ง ๐†๐จ๐, ๐ก๐ข๐ ๐ก ๐จ๐ง ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ž๐ซ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ก๐ข๐ ๐ก ๐จ๐ง ๐ž๐ง๐ ๐š๐ ๐ž๐ฆ๐ž๐ง๐ญ. 16% believe in a ๐—–๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—น ๐—š๐—ผ๐—ฑ, ๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ต ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜. 23% believe in a ๐——๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜ ๐—š๐—ผ๐—ฑ, ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐˜„๐—ต๐—ผ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—น๐˜† ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ. Only 25% believe in a ๐—•๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ผ๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜ ๐—š๐—ผ๐—ฑ, ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ต ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜.

An interesting fact is that the majority of Christians who live in the South believe in an angry, authoritarian God; if you want to believe in a benevolent God, you have to live in the Midwest! Studies show that if you believe in an angry God, chances are that you will struggle with anxiety, paranoia, obsessional thinking, and compulsions! The ramifications of a belief in an angry God will begin to show in your health, from anxiety to ulcers and insomnia.

The Word of God paints a very different picture of God’s character. ๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—Ÿ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฑโ€™๐˜€ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ธ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ธ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ฎ๐—ฏ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐˜ ๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿฐ๐Ÿด ๐˜๐—ถ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ข๐—น๐—ฑ ๐—ง๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜ ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ! Biblical scholars complained that there was no word in English that could adequately convey the Hebrew word โ€˜Chesedโ€™ or โ€˜Hesedโ€™ and so have used lovingkindness, steadfast love, loyalty, kindness, and mercy. None of these words can sufficiently convey God’s steadfast and persistent love for his people. God’s lovingkindness is that sure love that will never let you go.

โ€˜Chesedโ€™ means the ability to get right inside the other person’s skin, until we can see with his eyes and feel what he feels. Persistent and unconditional tenderness. God will always be kind to you because that is His nature. God is kind โ€“ just as we say God is good (all the time), so God is kind, all the time. The very moral core of the covenant was described using the word โ€˜chesed,โ€™ God declared that he would show his lovingkindness โ€œ๐’•๐’ ๐’‚ ๐’•๐’‰๐’๐’–๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’ˆ๐’†๐’๐’†๐’“๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’•๐’‰๐’๐’”๐’† ๐’˜๐’‰๐’ ๐’๐’๐’—๐’† ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’Œ๐’†๐’†๐’‘ ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’…๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’•๐’”โ€. Exodus 20:6. God has covenanted with you to show you kindness.

Psalm 26:3 says, โ€œ๐‘ญ๐’๐’“ ๐’€๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’๐’๐’—๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’…๐’๐’†๐’”๐’” ๐’Š๐’” ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’† ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’†๐’š๐’†๐’”, ๐‘จ๐’๐’… ๐‘ฐ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’˜๐’‚๐’๐’Œ๐’†๐’… ๐’Š๐’ ๐’€๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’•๐’“๐’–๐’•๐’‰.โ€ God’s lovingkindness is something we are to declare, we are to talk about, we are to tell our children about, to always have before our eyes! If His โ€˜chesedโ€™ is before our eyes, our focus will not be on his anger but on his steadfast lovingkindness.

So, where does that leave us โ€“ as God’s people, should we be kind? Or when someone does something that isn’t in line with what we believe, should we ask that the LORD’s judgment be visited upon them? Kindness for me, but judgment for them? Instead, we should pray that the LORD is kind to them, that he showers them with his โ€˜chesedโ€™ โ€“ for โ€œ๐’Š๐’• ๐’Š๐’” ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’…๐’๐’†๐’”๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’๐’†๐’‚๐’…๐’” ๐’•๐’ ๐’“๐’†๐’‘๐’†๐’๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’„๐’†.โ€ We need to pray, as Paul did, that the Father would grant us the spirit of wisdom and revelation, that we would know Him more, that He would crown us with His lovingkindness. That His kindness would always be before us, that we would pray, โ€˜๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ฅ๐—— ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ฎ ๐˜„๐—ต๐—ผ๐—น๐—ฒ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ ๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—บ๐—ฒ.โ€™ ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿฆ‹

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The Peace That Surpasses Understanding

Peace. We all long for it and yet at times it seems that as soon as we have it, it slips away once more.

Godโ€™s Word tells us that we can indeed have the peace that we fervently desire. โ€œ๐‘ฉ๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’™๐’Š๐’๐’–๐’” ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’๐’๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ, ๐’ƒ๐’–๐’• ๐’Š๐’ ๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’š๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’ƒ๐’š ๐’‘๐’“๐’‚๐’š๐’†๐’“ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’”๐’–๐’‘๐’‘๐’๐’Š๐’„๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’, ๐’˜๐’Š๐’•๐’‰ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’Œ๐’”๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’—๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ, ๐’๐’†๐’• ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’“๐’†๐’’๐’–๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’” ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’…๐’† ๐’Œ๐’๐’๐’˜๐’ ๐’•๐’ ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’…; ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’‘๐’†๐’‚๐’„๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’…, ๐’˜๐’‰๐’Š๐’„๐’‰ ๐’”๐’–๐’“๐’‘๐’‚๐’”๐’”๐’†๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’–๐’๐’…๐’†๐’“๐’”๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’…๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ, ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’ˆ๐’–๐’‚๐’“๐’… ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’•๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’…๐’” ๐’•๐’‰๐’“๐’๐’–๐’ˆ๐’‰ ๐‘ช๐’‰๐’“๐’Š๐’”๐’• ๐‘ฑ๐’†๐’”๐’–๐’”.โ€ (Phil 4:6-7)

We all know this scripture, in fact, Amazon released data stating this is the most highlighted passage of scripture in the Kindle Bible!

I donโ€™t need to point out the obvious, that we need to pray about everything, raising our voices in thanksgiving to the God of the Universe, to the One who deserves all our thanks, I know you know that. But there is something in this scripture that speaks loudly to me. โ€œ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐’‘๐’†๐’‚๐’„๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’… ๐’˜๐’‰๐’Š๐’„๐’‰ ๐’”๐’–๐’“๐’‘๐’‚๐’”๐’”๐’†๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’–๐’๐’…๐’†๐’“๐’”๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’…๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ.โ€ As we pray and seek the LORD with thanksgiving, wฬฒeฬฒ ฬฒmฬฒuฬฒsฬฒtฬฒ ฬฒrฬฒeฬฒlฬฒiฬฒnฬฒqฬฒuฬฒiฬฒsฬฒhฬฒ ฬฒoฬฒuฬฒrฬฒ ฬฒrฬฒiฬฒgฬฒhฬฒtฬฒ ฬฒtฬฒoฬฒ ฬฒuฬฒnฬฒdฬฒeฬฒrฬฒsฬฒtฬฒaฬฒnฬฒdฬฒ, release our questions to Him and give up our need to understand it all, acknowledging that we donโ€™t need to understand, just trust.

Then peace will rise above and surpass our need to understand and guard our hearts and minds! Herein lies the secret to peace, praying, seeking God, thanksgiving, and giving up the right to understand.

My prayer for you today is that you would be able to trust and find Godโ€™s peace, and with that peace would come joy, overwhelming thanksgiving, that you would indeed be like the trees of the field clapping their hand in praise to our beautiful Savior, Jesus Christ! ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘

Do You Love Me?

Letโ€™s take a minute to walk in Peterโ€™s shoes for a moment. It wonโ€™t be hard; I know you have felt so much of what Peter felt. On the night that Jesus was seized by soldiers and dragged away, Peter was sitting by the fire, when people began to look at him stating, โ€œI saw you with Jesus!โ€ But Peter was quick to deny his friendship with the Savior; โ€œ๐™ˆ๐™–๐™ฃ, ๐™„ ๐™™๐™ค ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฉ ๐™ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™ฌ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™–๐™ง๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™–๐™ก๐™ ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™–๐™—๐™ค๐™ช๐™ฉ.โ€ ๐˜ผ๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ž๐™ข๐™ข๐™š๐™™๐™ž๐™–๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ก๐™ฎ, ๐™ฌ๐™๐™ž๐™ก๐™š ๐™๐™š ๐™ฌ๐™–๐™จ ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ก๐™ก ๐™จ๐™ฅ๐™š๐™–๐™ ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ, ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ง๐™ค๐™ค๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง ๐™˜๐™ง๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™š๐™™. ๐˜ผ๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™‡๐™ค๐™ง๐™™ ๐™ฉ๐™ช๐™ง๐™ฃ๐™š๐™™ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ค๐™ ๐™š๐™™ ๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™‹๐™š๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง. ๐˜ผ๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™‹๐™š๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง ๐™ง๐™š๐™ข๐™š๐™ข๐™—๐™š๐™ง๐™š๐™™ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™จ๐™–๐™ฎ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ค๐™› ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™‡๐™ค๐™ง๐™™, ๐™๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™๐™š ๐™๐™–๐™™ ๐™จ๐™–๐™ž๐™™ ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™๐™ž๐™ข, โ€œ๐˜ฝ๐™š๐™›๐™ค๐™ง๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ง๐™ค๐™ค๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง ๐™˜๐™ง๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™ค๐™™๐™–๐™ฎ, ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ก๐™ก ๐™™๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฎ ๐™ข๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ง๐™š๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ข๐™š๐™จ.โ€ ๐˜ผ๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™๐™š ๐™ฌ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ฌ๐™š๐™ฅ๐™ฉ ๐™—๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง๐™ก๐™ฎ.โ€ Luke 22:60-62.

Can you picture Peterโ€™s bitter weeping, how the cloak of shame must have enveloped him. Time and time again he would have asked himself, โ€œ๐˜๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜‘๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ด!โ€ Shame latching on, gripping his soul, reminding him of how unworthy he was.

Have you ever felt like that? When the shame of what you have done sticks to you like gum on the bottom of your shoe. Shame. Deceptive. Treacherous even. For years I carried shame with me, it kept me imprisoned in my past.

๐—•๐˜‚๐˜ ๐—š๐—ผ๐—ฑ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ ๐—ฝ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ป! ๐—” ๐—ฝ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ผ ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐˜ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ณ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ. This wasnโ€™t the end of Peterโ€™s story. A week after Jesus arose from the dead, Peter decided to go fishing again. History repeats itself and they caught nothing, as they came into shore, Jesus was standing on the beach. He shouted out, โ€œ๐™๐™๐™ง๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ง ๐™ฃ๐™š๐™ฉ ๐™ค๐™ฃ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ง๐™ž๐™œ๐™๐™ฉ ๐™จ๐™ž๐™™๐™š ๐™ค๐™› ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™—๐™ค๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ก๐™ก ๐™›๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™จ๐™ค๐™ข๐™š.โ€ ๐™’๐™๐™š๐™ฃ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ฎ ๐™™๐™ž๐™™, ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ฎ ๐™ฌ๐™š๐™ง๐™š ๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™–๐™—๐™ก๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™๐™–๐™ช๐™ก ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ฃ๐™š๐™ฉ ๐™ž๐™ฃ ๐™—๐™š๐™˜๐™–๐™ช๐™จ๐™š ๐™ค๐™› ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ก๐™–๐™ง๐™œ๐™š ๐™ฃ๐™ช๐™ข๐™—๐™š๐™ง ๐™ค๐™› ๐™›๐™ž๐™จ๐™.โ€ (John 21)

You wonโ€™t believe what happens next, ๐—๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜‚๐˜€ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—บ ๐—ฏ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ณ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜! I find this astounding, the risen King, glorious Savior, Jesus himself, made Peter breakfast. He didnโ€™t confront Peter, compounding his guilt, asking him why he would betray him that way. No, He made him breakfast. He served him, he served the friend that had spoken badly of him and denied him. Honestly, not something I would think of doing.

After breakfast, Jesus asked Peter a question, and No โ€“ it wasnโ€™t; โ€œPeter, how could you do that?โ€ or โ€œPeter, do you know how disappointed I am in you?โ€ Jesus said to him, โ€œ๐—ฃ๐—ฒ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ, ๐—ฑ๐—ผ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—บ๐—ฒ?โ€ Do you love me? Tears spring to my eyes, do you love me? Yes LORD, I do, oh how I love you!

Jesus responded by saying, โ€œ๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ป ๐—ณ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—บ๐˜† ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—ฝ.โ€ Join my mission. Expand my Kingdom. Become a leader of leaders. Take care of the children. Walk in your calling. Jesus knew Peter would be consumed by shame but didnโ€™t beat him over the head instead He asked. โ€œDo you love me?โ€

Peter walked away from shame that day and became one of the greatest leaders of all time, the one upon whom the church was founded. His decision that day was saying NO to shame.

Today I sense Jesus saying the same thing to you. โ€œ๐——๐—ผ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—บ๐—ฒ?โ€ If your response is โ€œYes,โ€ then walk away. Choose to walk away from shame and leave it behind and expand the Kingdom of God. Step into your calling. Allow the LORD to redeem your story and begin a new chapter, one that is free from shame. You can do it; I believe in you!๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿฆ‹

Every Detail a Masterpiece

Bible scholars have identified over 100 prophecies that were fulfilled that dark Friday when Jesus hung on Calvary. Imagine that. One hundred prophecies fulfilled at the cross! Our Abba Father wove a thousand thoughts into every little detail of His Masterpiece. Signpost after signpost pointing the way to Jesus, the corridors of history echoing the Messiah. One of those precious prophecies is one that is so easy to miss, why would we think about the clothes Jesus wore? But this one blows me away, itโ€™s the story of a seamless garment, the one our beautiful Saviour wore!

John 19:23-24 says this about the seamless garment: โ€œ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’๐’๐’…๐’Š๐’†๐’“๐’”, ๐’˜๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’š ๐’‰๐’‚๐’… ๐’„๐’“๐’–๐’„๐’Š๐’‡๐’Š๐’†๐’… ๐‘ฑ๐’†๐’”๐’–๐’”, ๐’•๐’๐’๐’Œ ๐‘ฏ๐’Š๐’” ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’“๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’•๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’…๐’† ๐’‡๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’“๐’•๐’”, ๐’•๐’ ๐’†๐’‚๐’„๐’‰ ๐’”๐’๐’๐’…๐’Š๐’†๐’“ ๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’“๐’•, ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‚๐’๐’”๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’•๐’–๐’๐’Š๐’„. ๐‘ต๐’๐’˜ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’•๐’–๐’๐’Š๐’„ ๐’˜๐’‚๐’” ๐’˜๐’Š๐’•๐’‰๐’๐’–๐’• ๐’”๐’†๐’‚๐’Ž, ๐’˜๐’๐’—๐’†๐’ ๐’‡๐’“๐’๐’Ž ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’•๐’๐’‘ ๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’๐’† ๐’‘๐’Š๐’†๐’„๐’†. ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’†๐’š ๐’”๐’‚๐’Š๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’“๐’†๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’† ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’Ž๐’”๐’†๐’๐’—๐’†๐’”, โ€˜๐‘ณ๐’†๐’• ๐’–๐’” ๐’๐’๐’• ๐’•๐’†๐’‚๐’“ ๐’Š๐’•, ๐’ƒ๐’–๐’• ๐’„๐’‚๐’”๐’• ๐’๐’๐’•๐’” ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’Š๐’•, ๐’˜๐’‰๐’๐’”๐’† ๐’Š๐’• ๐’”๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’†,โ€™ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’„๐’“๐’Š๐’‘๐’•๐’–๐’“๐’† ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’• ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’‡๐’–๐’๐’‡๐’Š๐’๐’๐’†๐’… ๐’˜๐’‰๐’Š๐’„๐’‰ ๐’”๐’‚๐’š๐’”: โ€˜๐‘ป๐’‰๐’†๐’š ๐’…๐’Š๐’—๐’Š๐’…๐’†๐’… ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’“๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’•๐’” ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’Ž, ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’„๐’๐’๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’š ๐’„๐’‚๐’”๐’• ๐’๐’๐’•๐’”.โ€™โ€ What was so incredibly important about this seamless garment? About this robe that was woven in one piece?

Going back in time to Exodus 28, we first discover an ornate, seamless robe made especially for the High Priest. A robe woven with great care, not something that anyone else would wear because of the great cost. This robe was worn by the one who would enter the Holy of Holies, on behalf of the children of Israel, and bring offerings to the Great I Am for the sins of His chosen ones. The priest was taught that he must never tear his clothes, for if he did, he would invalidate his ministry as High Priest. Jesus wore that garmentโ€”that precious, seamless robe of the High Priest!

Have you ever noticed that when Jesus stood on trial before Caiaphas, the High Priest, Caiaphas ripped his garments once he had finished questioning Jesus?! โ€œ๐‘จ๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰ ๐’‘๐’“๐’Š๐’†๐’”๐’• ๐’‚๐’“๐’๐’”๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’”๐’‚๐’Š๐’… ๐’•๐’ ๐‘ฏ๐’Š๐’Ž, โ€œ๐‘ซ๐’ ๐’€๐’๐’– ๐’‚๐’๐’”๐’˜๐’†๐’“ ๐’๐’๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ? ๐‘พ๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’Š๐’” ๐’Š๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’”๐’† ๐’Ž๐’†๐’ ๐’•๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’Š๐’‡๐’š ๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’• ๐’€๐’๐’–?โ€ ๐‘ฉ๐’–๐’• ๐‘ฑ๐’†๐’”๐’–๐’” ๐’Œ๐’†๐’‘๐’• ๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’†๐’๐’•. ๐‘จ๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰ ๐’‘๐’“๐’Š๐’†๐’”๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’”๐’˜๐’†๐’“๐’†๐’… ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’”๐’‚๐’Š๐’… ๐’•๐’ ๐‘ฏ๐’Š๐’Ž, โ€œ๐‘ฐ ๐’‘๐’–๐’• ๐’€๐’๐’– ๐’–๐’๐’…๐’†๐’“ ๐’๐’‚๐’•๐’‰ ๐’ƒ๐’š ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’๐’Š๐’—๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’…: ๐‘ป๐’†๐’๐’ ๐’–๐’” ๐’Š๐’‡ ๐’€๐’๐’– ๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ช๐’‰๐’“๐’Š๐’”๐’•, ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘บ๐’๐’ ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’…!โ€๐‘ฑ๐’†๐’”๐’–๐’” ๐’”๐’‚๐’Š๐’… ๐’•๐’ ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž, โ€œ๐‘ฐ๐’• ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‚๐’” ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’”๐’‚๐’Š๐’…. ๐‘ต๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”, ๐‘ฐ ๐’”๐’‚๐’š ๐’•๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’–, ๐’‰๐’†๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’‡๐’•๐’†๐’“ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’†๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘บ๐’๐’ ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’ ๐’”๐’Š๐’•๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’“๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’• ๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’๐’‡ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ท๐’๐’˜๐’†๐’“, ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’„๐’๐’๐’–๐’…๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’—๐’†๐’.โ€๐‘ป๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰ ๐’‘๐’“๐’Š๐’†๐’”๐’• ๐’•๐’๐’“๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’„๐’๐’๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’”, ๐’”๐’‚๐’š๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ, โ€œ๐‘ฏ๐’† ๐’‰๐’‚๐’” ๐’”๐’‘๐’๐’Œ๐’†๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’๐’‚๐’”๐’‘๐’‰๐’†๐’Ž๐’š! ๐‘พ๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’‡๐’–๐’“๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’“ ๐’๐’†๐’†๐’… ๐’…๐’ ๐’˜๐’† ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐’˜๐’Š๐’•๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”๐’†๐’”? ๐‘ณ๐’๐’๐’Œ, ๐’๐’๐’˜ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’… ๐‘ฏ๐’Š๐’” ๐’ƒ๐’๐’‚๐’”๐’‘๐’‰๐’†๐’Ž๐’š!โ€ (Matthew 26:62-65) In rage and self-righteousness, he tore his robe and disqualified himself from the priesthood! Why? Caiaphas had been replaced! Replaced by a High Priest who would go to the cross as an offering for the sins of the world!

I love how the Father does all things well, right down to the tiniest detail. Christโ€™s seamless robe was never torn; the soldiers cast lots for this precious garment, and it remained intact for all time! It is the seamless robe of Jesus, our High Priest, who sits at the right hand of God, forever making intercession for us!

Broken or Crushed?

โ€˜๐‘จ๐’๐’š๐’๐’๐’† ๐’˜๐’‰๐’ ๐’‡๐’‚๐’๐’๐’” ๐’๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’”๐’•๐’๐’๐’† ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’“๐’๐’Œ๐’†๐’ ๐’•๐’ ๐’‘๐’Š๐’†๐’„๐’†๐’”; ๐’‚๐’๐’š๐’๐’๐’† ๐’๐’ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’๐’Ž ๐’Š๐’• ๐’‡๐’‚๐’๐’๐’” ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’„๐’“๐’–๐’”๐’‰๐’†๐’….โ€™ Matthew 21:44

Which would you choose? The breaking or the crushing? Honestly speaking Iโ€™m not sure that I would want either, but this is the choice given by Jesus to the chief priests and Pharisees.

I remember a time in my life when I was broken. So broken. Into little pieces. Not my bones, but my heart. Dashed upon the rock. Truly rock bottom, my life shattered into little pieces around me. Sounds awful doesnโ€™t it. But I remember what happened next. Jesus picked me up, took my broken heart and mended it, took the shattered pieces of my life, and put them back together until they were beautiful. Psalm 40:2 became my song, โ€œ๐‘ฏ๐’† ๐’๐’Š๐’‡๐’•๐’†๐’… ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐’๐’‡ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’๐’Š๐’Ž๐’š ๐’‘๐’Š๐’•, ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐’๐’‡ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’Ž๐’–๐’… ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’“๐’†, ๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’†๐’• ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’‡๐’†๐’†๐’• ๐’๐’ ๐’‚ ๐’“๐’๐’„๐’Œ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’‡๐’Š๐’“๐’Ž ๐’‘๐’๐’‚๐’„๐’† ๐’•๐’ ๐’”๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’…. ๐‘ฏ๐’† ๐’‘๐’–๐’• ๐’‚ ๐’๐’†๐’˜ ๐’”๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Š๐’ ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’Ž๐’๐’–๐’•๐’‰, ๐’‚ ๐’‰๐’š๐’Ž๐’ ๐’๐’‡ ๐’‘๐’“๐’‚๐’Š๐’”๐’† ๐’•๐’ ๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’…. ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’๐’š ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’†๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‡๐’†๐’‚๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ณ๐‘ถ๐‘น๐‘ซ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‘๐’–๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’Š๐’“ ๐’•๐’“๐’–๐’”๐’• ๐’Š๐’ ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž.โ€ From that broken place my Abba Father put joy in my heart and for that I am eternally grateful.

You see, Jesus is that stone, our precious cornerstone, the one that we can fall upon, the one that we can go to in humbleness of heart and say, โ€œ๐˜ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏโ€™๐˜ต ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ช๐˜ต, ๐˜“๐˜–๐˜™๐˜‹, ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ญ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ.โ€ When our hearts are shattered into a million tiny pieces, we can fall upon The Rock.

If we head to the concordance, we can see that the word โ€˜brokenโ€™ in Greek means broken! Or even shattered. But dig a little deeper, the root word of that broken denotes โ€˜๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป, ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜€๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ฝ, ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€!โ€™ It speaks of relationship, relationship with the very God we have fallen upon. ๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜‘๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ด, ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฑ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜Ž๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ถ๐˜ด! Perhaps choosing the breaking is not so bad after all.

What about the crushing then? Being crushed by the rock? In comparison crushed means โ€˜๐—ด๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฝ๐—ผ๐˜„๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ, ๐˜€๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐˜๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜„๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฑ.โ€™ Dissolved into dust and disintegrated to nothingness. Truly a point of no return. The crushing fury of Godโ€™s judgement coming down with full force, crushing into nothing. โ€œ๐˜ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜“๐˜–๐˜™๐˜‹, ๐˜ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฌ ๐˜โ€™๐˜ฎ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ฆ.โ€

We can choose to either fall on the rock and be broken, let Him fill every area of our lives, give our lives to Him, and let Him take those broken pieces and refashion them, remake them into something wonderful. Something that reflects Christ. Or we can choose to let the rock fall upon us, the rock of Godโ€™s fury, obliterating us to dust. We can choose life or death. Following Jesus or not following Him. Not wanting to preach gloom and doom or even hellfire and damnation, but not choosing is also making a choice.

Now today, when I think about Jesus, I wonder if as He said these words, he was thinking about the choice He too had to make? Did his thoughts stray to the fact that He would be crushed by the rock? Crushed instead of us, for us! Taking the punishment, we deserved upon Himself, drinking the cup of Godโ€™s wrath. Today, as I think about Jesus, I know what my choice will be just as I know what His choice was. Do you know yours? Today, I am thankful that because of Jesus, I can throw myself upon the rock, my Saviour and Redeemer.

โ€œ๐’€๐’†๐’• ๐’Š๐’• ๐’˜๐’‚๐’” ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ณ๐’๐’“๐’…โ€™๐’” ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’•๐’ ๐’„๐’“๐’–๐’”๐’‰ ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’„๐’‚๐’–๐’”๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž ๐’•๐’ ๐’”๐’–๐’‡๐’‡๐’†๐’“, ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’๐’–๐’ˆ๐’‰ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ณ๐’๐’“๐’… ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’Œ๐’†๐’” ๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’Š๐’‡๐’† ๐’‚๐’ ๐’๐’‡๐’‡๐’†๐’“๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’”๐’Š๐’, ๐’‰๐’† ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’†๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’‡๐’‡๐’”๐’‘๐’“๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‘๐’“๐’๐’๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’…๐’‚๐’š๐’”, ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’๐’‡ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ณ๐’๐’“๐’… ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’‘๐’“๐’๐’”๐’‘๐’†๐’“ ๐’Š๐’ ๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’….โ€ Isaiah 53:10 – 11.

Help Us To Forgive

โ€œ๐‘จ๐’๐’… ๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’—๐’† ๐’–๐’” ๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’…๐’†๐’ƒ๐’•๐’”, ๐’‚๐’” ๐’˜๐’† ๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’—๐’† ๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’…๐’†๐’ƒ๐’•๐’๐’“๐’”.โ€  Matthew 6:12

๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ด๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€.  This is one where you have to trust in the LORD and His plan for your life.  You have to trust that He knows best, that His ways are higher. Itโ€™s not easy abut it is necessary.  This daily cry to the LORD to forgive us is a critical search of your heart.  Were there words spoken too harshly, unkindness in my heart, unnecessary anger?  โ€œ๐˜“๐˜–๐˜™๐˜‹, ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ.  ๐˜ž๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ.โ€

1 John 1:9 tells us, โ€œ๐‘ฐ๐’‡ ๐’˜๐’† ๐’„๐’๐’๐’‡๐’†๐’”๐’” ๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’”, ๐’‰๐’† ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‡๐’‚๐’Š๐’•๐’‰๐’‡๐’–๐’ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‹๐’–๐’”๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’—๐’† ๐’–๐’” ๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‘๐’–๐’“๐’Š๐’‡๐’š ๐’–๐’” ๐’‡๐’“๐’๐’Ž ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’–๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’•๐’†๐’๐’–๐’”๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”.โ€  Our Abba Father is faithful, and he will forgive us but there is an If at the beginning of that sentence.  If we confess, we will be forgiven.  One of my favorite scriptures is Psalm 103:12; โ€œ๐’‚๐’” ๐’‡๐’‚๐’“ ๐’‚๐’” ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’†๐’‚๐’”๐’• ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‡๐’“๐’๐’Ž ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’˜๐’†๐’”๐’•, ๐’”๐’ ๐’‡๐’‚๐’“ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’” ๐’‰๐’† ๐’“๐’†๐’Ž๐’๐’—๐’†๐’… ๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’•๐’“๐’‚๐’๐’”๐’ˆ๐’“๐’†๐’”๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’๐’” ๐’‡๐’“๐’๐’Ž ๐’–๐’”.โ€   When we ask our Father for forgiveness He separates us from our sin, miles and miles and miles away he takes our sin from us!  โ€œ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฌ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ, ๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ!โ€

Then comes the โ€œ๐’‚๐’” ๐’˜๐’† ๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’—๐’† ๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’…๐’†๐’ƒ๐’•๐’๐’“๐’”,โ€ part!  A quote I have never forgotten is, โ€œ๐—จ๐—ป๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ด๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ฒ ๐—ฑ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ธ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฝ๐—ผ๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ฒ.โ€  When we hold unforgiveness in our hearts it rapidly turns to bitterness and resentment.  Your beautiful Father knows that when you forgive someone who has hurt you, you will be set free.

There have been times in my life when I definitely donโ€™t want to forgive the one who has hurt me, broken my heart and crushed my soul.  When feelings of anger and a bitter taste are still on my tongue, that the LORD has asked me to forgive.  And I have.  Emotionally I havenโ€™t โ€˜๐—ณ๐—ฒ๐—น๐˜โ€™  like forgiving, but I have gone through the motions, I have spoken the words, in faith I have forgiven.  Within days a new sense of freedom would permeate my soul, there would be a spring in my step and the realization that I had indeed forgiven.

Today, as you pray, take a moment to search your heart, know that God will take your sin from you and forgive you in seconds.  As you talk to Him ask your Abba Father to help you forgive those you are struggling to forgive, even if you donโ€™t โ€˜๐—ณ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—น ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐˜,โ€™ do it by faith and let Holy Spirit minister to your soul and bring you to a place of freedom.