Because he bends down to listen, I will pray as long as I have breath!
Author: Claire's Prayer
Hi - I'm Claire. I am married to the man of my dreams and have two of the most wonderful children anyone could ever hope to have. In fact my life is totally blessed. I fell in love with Jesus when I was very young and have been on an incredible journey with Him ever since. Some of it has been very tough and I find the very tough times were when I wasn't walking with Him or paying close attention to what He was saying! Now I find myself more in love with my Father than ever before - knowing that my journey is not even close to over! My prayer is that this blog will inspire you and perhaps even persuade you to look for the Lover of Your Soul and grow closer to Your Abba Father just like I did.
In Psalm 90:12 we read this verse; โ๐ป๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ A seemingly impossible request, how many of us know the number of our days? Only our Abba Father who has appointed every single one of them for us.
Hidden in this verse is a sparkling treasure, a truth that will change us if we let it. In Hebrew, this verse says, โ๐๐๐๐๐ก ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ โ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐๐กโ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฌ,โ to not just number our days but to prepare and appoint them. Our instructions are to look upon every day as important and to plan for it ahead of time. To prepare for the things we need to do, even to appoint moments in our day.
Perhaps make an appointment with a friend for coffee and set aside a particular day. Elect a time when you will meet with your Savior and keep the date. Set aside time for your children, your spouse, your parents. Appoint a day to write a blog or journal, study a book or meditate on Godโs Word. Plan and prepare your days instead of watching them fly by in what seems like a flash and a blur.
If we โmanahโ our days then, โ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ The wisdom that we all want, desire, and need. We will be like the five wise virgins who had oil in their lamps, they knew there was an appointed time for the bridegroom to come and get them. In this same way, we are asked to appoint, prepare, and number all the days of our lives.
I often have great intentions, but the busyness of life, procrastination on my part, and the squirrels in my head (oh, those squirrels!) often distract me from my destination. But I am learning, and one of those things that I have learned is that nothing about being in relationship with our Eternal God is passive. Thereโs always a part we must play, a choice we have to make.
Letโs take a look at a few examples from the Word of God:
Action words and verbs simply abound in these passages. ๐พ๐๐๐! ๐ป๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐. ๐ซ๐๐๐ ๐ต๐๐๐. ๐น๐๐! ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ญ๐๐๐! ๐ญ๐๐๐๐!
So much of the Word of God requires action on our part. We cannot just sit, doing nothing, and expect to grow in the knowledge of our God. Good intentions and good ideas donโt get us anywhere! Therefore, I love the consistency of our Abba Father, and this is why I so want to be like Him. If we consistently wait, consistently taste, consistently draw near, we will get to know the LORD and we will see change in our families, our nation, and across the world.
Sometimes when I set aside time to pray, I donโt want to do it wrong, I want to do it right. I donโt want to be the one Solomon spoke about in Ecclesiastes 5:2; โ๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฎ๐๐ . ๐ฎ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐.โ
When I was in my teens, we were taught to pray the โACTSโ way. Adoration โ Confession โ Thanksgiving โ Supplication. Should I stick to this methodology? Is this the โrightโ way? Before I know it 30 minutes has passed as I worry about getting it right!
I know that we are told to come โboldlyโ into the presence of God. โ๐ณ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ .โ Hebrews 4:16. But what does โboldyโ look like? Itโs certainly not brash or with a sense of entitlement!
๐๐ผ๐ป๐ณ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ป๐๐น๐ is what my Strongโs Concordance tells me. With confidence and free from any kind of fear, the ability to pour out your heart before the King. Before a throne of grace, unmerited favor, and merciful kindness!
At the end of the day, I think I make things too complicated. Our Bridegroom is approachable. There is no perfect way or โright wayโ to talk to our Father. He longs for us to come to Him in confidence, with honesty, and openness in our hearts.
Today I pray that you wouldnโt delay, that you would know the freedom you have to approach your Savior, He welcomes you into His presence with open arms! Pour out your heart to Him knowing that He listens with avid attention and responds to the cry of your heart.
In 2006, Baylor University conducted a study on the way Americans view God. 31% of the population believe in an ๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง ๐๐จ๐, ๐ก๐ข๐ ๐ก ๐จ๐ง ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ก๐ข๐ ๐ก ๐จ๐ง ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ. 16% believe in a ๐๐ฟ๐ถ๐๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐น ๐๐ผ๐ฑ, ๐ต๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ผ๐ป ๐ฎ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐น๐ผ๐ ๐ผ๐ป ๐ฒ๐ป๐ด๐ฎ๐ด๐ฒ๐บ๐ฒ๐ป๐. 23% believe in a ๐๐ถ๐๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฑ, ๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ผ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐บ๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐บ๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ. Only 25% believe in a ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐ผ๐น๐ฒ๐ป๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฑ, ๐น๐ผ๐ ๐ผ๐ป ๐ฎ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ต๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ผ๐ป ๐ฒ๐ป๐ด๐ฎ๐ด๐ฒ๐บ๐ฒ๐ป๐.
An interesting fact is that the majority of Christians who live in the South believe in an angry, authoritarian God; if you want to believe in a benevolent God, you have to live in the Midwest! Studies show that if you believe in an angry God, chances are that you will struggle with anxiety, paranoia, obsessional thinking, and compulsions! The ramifications of a belief in an angry God will begin to show in your health, from anxiety to ulcers and insomnia.
The Word of God paints a very different picture of God’s character. ๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฑโ๐ ๐น๐ผ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด๐ธ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐น๐ธ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ด ๐๐ถ๐บ๐ฒ๐ ๐ถ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ข๐น๐ฑ ๐ง๐ฒ๐๐๐ฎ๐บ๐ฒ๐ป๐ ๐ฎ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ! Biblical scholars complained that there was no word in English that could adequately convey the Hebrew word โChesedโ or โHesedโ and so have used lovingkindness, steadfast love, loyalty, kindness, and mercy. None of these words can sufficiently convey God’s steadfast and persistent love for his people. God’s lovingkindness is that sure love that will never let you go.
โChesedโ means the ability to get right inside the other person’s skin, until we can see with his eyes and feel what he feels. Persistent and unconditional tenderness. God will always be kind to you because that is His nature. God is kind โ just as we say God is good (all the time), so God is kind, all the time. The very moral core of the covenant was described using the word โchesed,โ God declared that he would show his lovingkindness โ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐โ. Exodus 20:6. God has covenanted with you to show you kindness.
Psalm 26:3 says, โ๐ญ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐จ๐๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐.โ God’s lovingkindness is something we are to declare, we are to talk about, we are to tell our children about, to always have before our eyes! If His โchesedโ is before our eyes, our focus will not be on his anger but on his steadfast lovingkindness.
So, where does that leave us โ as God’s people, should we be kind? Or when someone does something that isn’t in line with what we believe, should we ask that the LORD’s judgment be visited upon them? Kindness for me, but judgment for them? Instead, we should pray that the LORD is kind to them, that he showers them with his โchesedโ โ for โ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ We need to pray, as Paul did, that the Father would grant us the spirit of wisdom and revelation, that we would know Him more, that He would crown us with His lovingkindness. That His kindness would always be before us, that we would pray, โ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฎ ๐๐ต๐ผ๐น๐ฒ ๐น๐ผ๐ ๐น๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐บ๐ฒ.โ
Peace. We all long for it and yet at times it seems that as soon as we have it, it slips away once more.
Godโs Word tells us that we can indeed have the peace that we fervently desire. โ๐ฉ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐๐ ; ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐๐ , ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ช๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐.โ (Phil 4:6-7)
We all know this scripture, in fact, Amazon released data stating this is the most highlighted passage of scripture in the Kindle Bible!
I donโt need to point out the obvious, that we need to pray about everything, raising our voices in thanksgiving to the God of the Universe, to the One who deserves all our thanks, I know you know that. But there is something in this scripture that speaks loudly to me. โ๐ป๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐.โ As we pray and seek the LORD with thanksgiving, wฬฒeฬฒ ฬฒmฬฒuฬฒsฬฒtฬฒ ฬฒrฬฒeฬฒlฬฒiฬฒnฬฒqฬฒuฬฒiฬฒsฬฒhฬฒ ฬฒoฬฒuฬฒrฬฒ ฬฒrฬฒiฬฒgฬฒhฬฒtฬฒ ฬฒtฬฒoฬฒ ฬฒuฬฒnฬฒdฬฒeฬฒrฬฒsฬฒtฬฒaฬฒnฬฒdฬฒ, release our questions to Him and give up our need to understand it all, acknowledging that we donโt need to understand, just trust.
Then peace will rise above and surpass our need to understand and guard our hearts and minds! Herein lies the secret to peace, praying, seeking God, thanksgiving, and giving up the right to understand.
My prayer for you today is that you would be able to trust and find Godโs peace, and with that peace would come joy, overwhelming thanksgiving, that you would indeed be like the trees of the field clapping their hand in praise to our beautiful Savior, Jesus Christ!
Letโs take a minute to walk in Peterโs shoes for a moment. It wonโt be hard; I know you have felt so much of what Peter felt. On the night that Jesus was seized by soldiers and dragged away, Peter was sitting by the fire, when people began to look at him stating, โI saw you with Jesus!โ But Peter was quick to deny his friendship with the Savior; โ๐๐๐ฃ, ๐ ๐๐ค ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐ค๐ช๐ฉ.โ ๐ผ๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ข๐ข๐๐๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ฎ, ๐ฌ๐๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ ๐ฌ๐๐จ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก ๐จ๐ฅ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฃ๐, ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ง๐ค๐ค๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ง ๐๐ง๐ค๐ฌ๐๐. ๐ผ๐ฃ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ค๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ง๐ฃ๐๐ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ก๐ค๐ค๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ฉ ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ง. ๐ผ๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ง ๐ง๐๐ข๐๐ข๐๐๐ง๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐จ๐๐ฎ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ค๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ค๐ง๐, ๐๐ค๐ฌ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐จ๐๐๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐๐ข, โ๐ฝ๐๐๐ค๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ง๐ค๐ค๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ง ๐๐ง๐ค๐ฌ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ค๐๐๐ฎ, ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐ก ๐๐๐ฃ๐ฎ ๐ข๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ง๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ข๐๐จ.โ ๐ผ๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ฃ๐ฉ ๐ค๐ช๐ฉ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐ฉ ๐๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐ง๐ก๐ฎ.โ Luke 22:60-62.
Can you picture Peterโs bitter weeping, how the cloak of shame must have enveloped him. Time and time again he would have asked himself, โ๐๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐๐ฆ๐ด๐ถ๐ด!โ Shame latching on, gripping his soul, reminding him of how unworthy he was.
Have you ever felt like that? When the shame of what you have done sticks to you like gum on the bottom of your shoe. Shame. Deceptive. Treacherous even. For years I carried shame with me, it kept me imprisoned in my past.
๐๐๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฑ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ ๐ฝ๐น๐ฎ๐ป! ๐ ๐ฝ๐น๐ฎ๐ป ๐๐ผ ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฒ. This wasnโt the end of Peterโs story. A week after Jesus arose from the dead, Peter decided to go fishing again. History repeats itself and they caught nothing, as they came into shore, Jesus was standing on the beach. He shouted out, โ๐๐๐ง๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง ๐ฃ๐๐ฉ ๐ค๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ง๐๐๐๐ฉ ๐จ๐๐๐ ๐ค๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ค๐๐ฉ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐ก ๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐จ๐ค๐ข๐.โ ๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฎ ๐๐๐, ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐๐ง๐ ๐ช๐ฃ๐๐๐ก๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐๐ช๐ก ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ฃ๐๐ฉ ๐๐ฃ ๐๐๐๐๐ช๐จ๐ ๐ค๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ก๐๐ง๐๐ ๐ฃ๐ช๐ข๐๐๐ง ๐ค๐ ๐๐๐จ๐.โ (John 21)
You wonโt believe what happens next, ๐๐ฒ๐๐๐ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐บ ๐ฏ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ธ๐ณ๐ฎ๐๐! I find this astounding, the risen King, glorious Savior, Jesus himself, made Peter breakfast. He didnโt confront Peter, compounding his guilt, asking him why he would betray him that way. No, He made him breakfast. He served him, he served the friend that had spoken badly of him and denied him. Honestly, not something I would think of doing.
After breakfast, Jesus asked Peter a question, and No โ it wasnโt; โPeter, how could you do that?โ or โPeter, do you know how disappointed I am in you?โ Jesus said to him, โ๐ฃ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ, ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐บ๐ฒ?โ Do you love me? Tears spring to my eyes, do you love me? Yes LORD, I do, oh how I love you!
Jesus responded by saying, โ๐ง๐ต๐ฒ๐ป ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐บ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฝ.โ Join my mission. Expand my Kingdom. Become a leader of leaders. Take care of the children. Walk in your calling. Jesus knew Peter would be consumed by shame but didnโt beat him over the head instead He asked. โDo you love me?โ
Peter walked away from shame that day and became one of the greatest leaders of all time, the one upon whom the church was founded. His decision that day was saying NO to shame.
Today I sense Jesus saying the same thing to you. โ๐๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐บ๐ฒ?โ If your response is โYes,โ then walk away. Choose to walk away from shame and leave it behind and expand the Kingdom of God. Step into your calling. Allow the LORD to redeem your story and begin a new chapter, one that is free from shame. You can do it; I believe in you!
Bible scholars have identified over 100 prophecies that were fulfilled that dark Friday when Jesus hung on Calvary. Imagine that. One hundred prophecies fulfilled at the cross! Our Abba Father wove a thousand thoughts into every little detail of His Masterpiece. Signpost after signpost pointing the way to Jesus, the corridors of history echoing the Messiah. One of those precious prophecies is one that is so easy to miss, why would we think about the clothes Jesus wore? But this one blows me away, itโs the story of a seamless garment, the one our beautiful Saviour wore!
John 19:23-24 says this about the seamless garment: โ๐ป๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ต๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ป๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, โ๐ณ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐,โ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐: โ๐ป๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.โโ What was so incredibly important about this seamless garment? About this robe that was woven in one piece?
Going back in time to Exodus 28, we first discover an ornate, seamless robe made especially for the High Priest. A robe woven with great care, not something that anyone else would wear because of the great cost. This robe was worn by the one who would enter the Holy of Holies, on behalf of the children of Israel, and bring offerings to the Great I Am for the sins of His chosen ones. The priest was taught that he must never tear his clothes, for if he did, he would invalidate his ministry as High Priest. Jesus wore that garmentโthat precious, seamless robe of the High Priest!
Have you ever noticed that when Jesus stood on trial before Caiaphas, the High Priest, Caiaphas ripped his garments once he had finished questioning Jesus?! โ๐จ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฏ๐๐, โ๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐? ๐พ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐?โ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐จ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฏ๐๐, โ๐ฐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฎ๐๐ : ๐ป๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ช๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐๐ !โ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐, โ๐ฐ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ . ๐ต๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ฐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ด๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ๐ป๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐, โ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐! ๐พ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐? ๐ณ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐!โ (Matthew 26:62-65) In rage and self-righteousness, he tore his robe and disqualified himself from the priesthood! Why? Caiaphas had been replaced! Replaced by a High Priest who would go to the cross as an offering for the sins of the world!
I love how the Father does all things well, right down to the tiniest detail. Christโs seamless robe was never torn; the soldiers cast lots for this precious garment, and it remained intact for all time! It is the seamless robe of Jesus, our High Priest, who sits at the right hand of God, forever making intercession for us!
Which would you choose? The breaking or the crushing? Honestly speaking Iโm not sure that I would want either, but this is the choice given by Jesus to the chief priests and Pharisees.
I remember a time in my life when I was broken. So broken. Into little pieces. Not my bones, but my heart. Dashed upon the rock. Truly rock bottom, my life shattered into little pieces around me. Sounds awful doesnโt it. But I remember what happened next. Jesus picked me up, took my broken heart and mended it, took the shattered pieces of my life, and put them back together until they were beautiful. Psalm 40:2 became my song, โ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ . ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฎ๐๐ . ๐ด๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ณ๐ถ๐น๐ซ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐.โ From that broken place my Abba Father put joy in my heart and for that I am eternally grateful.
You see, Jesus is that stone, our precious cornerstone, the one that we can fall upon, the one that we can go to in humbleness of heart and say, โ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏโ๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ช๐ต, ๐๐๐๐, ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ฆ, ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฎ๐ฆ, ๐ด๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ.โ When our hearts are shattered into a million tiny pieces, we can fall upon The Rock.
If we head to the concordance, we can see that the word โbrokenโ in Greek means broken! Or even shattered. But dig a little deeper, the root word of that broken denotes โ๐๐ป๐ถ๐ผ๐ป, ๐ฐ๐ผ๐บ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ป๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ต๐ถ๐ฝ, ๐ฐ๐ผ๐บ๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐!โ It speaks of relationship, relationship with the very God we have fallen upon. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ท๐ฆ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐ค๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐ฆ๐ด๐ถ๐ด, ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฑ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ถ๐ด! Perhaps choosing the breaking is not so bad after all.
What about the crushing then? Being crushed by the rock? In comparison crushed means โ๐ด๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐ป๐ฑ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ผ ๐ฝ๐ผ๐๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฟ, ๐๐ฐ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ถ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ.โ Dissolved into dust and disintegrated to nothingness. Truly a point of no return. The crushing fury of Godโs judgement coming down with full force, crushing into nothing. โ๐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐, ๐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐โ๐ฎ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ.โ
We can choose to either fall on the rock and be broken, let Him fill every area of our lives, give our lives to Him, and let Him take those broken pieces and refashion them, remake them into something wonderful. Something that reflects Christ. Or we can choose to let the rock fall upon us, the rock of Godโs fury, obliterating us to dust. We can choose life or death. Following Jesus or not following Him. Not wanting to preach gloom and doom or even hellfire and damnation, but not choosing is also making a choice.
Now today, when I think about Jesus, I wonder if as He said these words, he was thinking about the choice He too had to make? Did his thoughts stray to the fact that He would be crushed by the rock? Crushed instead of us, for us! Taking the punishment, we deserved upon Himself, drinking the cup of Godโs wrath. Today, as I think about Jesus, I know what my choice will be just as I know what His choice was. Do you know yours? Today, I am thankful that because of Jesus, I can throw myself upon the rock, my Saviour and Redeemer.
๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ด๐ถ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐. This is one where you have to trust in the LORD and His plan for your life. You have to trust that He knows best, that His ways are higher. Itโs not easy abut it is necessary. This daily cry to the LORD to forgive us is a critical search of your heart. Were there words spoken too harshly, unkindness in my heart, unnecessary anger? โ๐๐๐๐, ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐จ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ. ๐๐ข๐ด๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ.โ
1 John 1:9 tells us, โ๐ฐ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ Our Abba Father is faithful, and he will forgive us but there is an If at the beginning of that sentence. If we confess, we will be forgiven. One of my favorite scriptures is Psalm 103:12; โ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐.โ When we ask our Father for forgiveness He separates us from our sin, miles and miles and miles away he takes our sin from us! โ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ, ๐๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ!โ
Then comes the โ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐,โ part! A quote I have never forgotten is, โ๐จ๐ป๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ด๐ถ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ฑ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ป๐ธ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ฝ๐ผ๐ถ๐๐ผ๐ป ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ฎ๐ถ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ผ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ผ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฒ.โ When we hold unforgiveness in our hearts it rapidly turns to bitterness and resentment. Your beautiful Father knows that when you forgive someone who has hurt you, you will be set free.
There have been times in my life when I definitely donโt want to forgive the one who has hurt me, broken my heart and crushed my soul. When feelings of anger and a bitter taste are still on my tongue, that the LORD has asked me to forgive. And I have. Emotionally I havenโt โ๐ณ๐ฒ๐น๐โ like forgiving, but I have gone through the motions, I have spoken the words, in faith I have forgiven. Within days a new sense of freedom would permeate my soul, there would be a spring in my step and the realization that I had indeed forgiven.
Today, as you pray, take a moment to search your heart, know that God will take your sin from you and forgive you in seconds. As you talk to Him ask your Abba Father to help you forgive those you are struggling to forgive, even if you donโt โ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐น ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ถ๐,โ do it by faith and let Holy Spirit minister to your soul and bring you to a place of freedom.