Do You Love Me?

Let’s take a minute to walk in Peter’s shoes for a moment. It won’t be hard; I know you have felt so much of what Peter felt. On the night that Jesus was seized by soldiers and dragged away, Peter was sitting by the fire, when people began to look at him stating, “I saw you with Jesus!” But Peter was quick to deny his friendship with the Savior; “𝙈𝙖𝙣, 𝙄 𝙙𝙤 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩.” 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙢𝙢𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮, 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙. 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙇𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙩 𝙋𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙧. 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙋𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙇𝙤𝙧𝙙, 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙨𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙢, “𝘽𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙨 𝙩𝙤𝙙𝙖𝙮, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙙𝙚𝙣𝙮 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙚 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙨.” 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙚𝙥𝙩 𝙗𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙮.” Luke 22:60-62.

Can you picture Peter’s bitter weeping, how the cloak of shame must have enveloped him. Time and time again he would have asked himself, “𝘏𝘰𝘸 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘐 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘑𝘦𝘴𝘶𝘴!” Shame latching on, gripping his soul, reminding him of how unworthy he was.

Have you ever felt like that? When the shame of what you have done sticks to you like gum on the bottom of your shoe. Shame. Deceptive. Treacherous even. For years I carried shame with me, it kept me imprisoned in my past.

𝗕𝘂𝘁 𝗚𝗼𝗱 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗮 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗻! 𝗔 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗲𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗲. This wasn’t the end of Peter’s story. A week after Jesus arose from the dead, Peter decided to go fishing again. History repeats itself and they caught nothing, as they came into shore, Jesus was standing on the beach. He shouted out, “𝙏𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙬 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙣𝙚𝙩 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙤𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚.” 𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙙𝙞𝙙, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙪𝙣𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙪𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙣𝙚𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙖𝙧𝙜𝙚 𝙣𝙪𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧 𝙤𝙛 𝙛𝙞𝙨𝙝.” (John 21)

You won’t believe what happens next, 𝗝𝗲𝘀𝘂𝘀 𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺 𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗳𝗮𝘀𝘁! I find this astounding, the risen King, glorious Savior, Jesus himself, made Peter breakfast. He didn’t confront Peter, compounding his guilt, asking him why he would betray him that way. No, He made him breakfast. He served him, he served the friend that had spoken badly of him and denied him. Honestly, not something I would think of doing.

After breakfast, Jesus asked Peter a question, and No – it wasn’t; “Peter, how could you do that?” or “Peter, do you know how disappointed I am in you?” Jesus said to him, “𝗣𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗿, 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝗲?” Do you love me? Tears spring to my eyes, do you love me? Yes LORD, I do, oh how I love you!

Jesus responded by saying, “𝗧𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗲𝗽.” Join my mission. Expand my Kingdom. Become a leader of leaders. Take care of the children. Walk in your calling. Jesus knew Peter would be consumed by shame but didn’t beat him over the head instead He asked. “Do you love me?”

Peter walked away from shame that day and became one of the greatest leaders of all time, the one upon whom the church was founded. His decision that day was saying NO to shame.

Today I sense Jesus saying the same thing to you. “𝗗𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝗲?” If your response is “Yes,” then walk away. Choose to walk away from shame and leave it behind and expand the Kingdom of God. Step into your calling. Allow the LORD to redeem your story and begin a new chapter, one that is free from shame. You can do it; I believe in you!💕🦋

Every Detail a Masterpiece

Bible scholars have identified over 100 prophecies that were fulfilled that dark Friday when Jesus hung on Calvary. Imagine that. One hundred prophecies fulfilled at the cross! Our Abba Father wove a thousand thoughts into every little detail of His Masterpiece. Signpost after signpost pointing the way to Jesus, the corridors of history echoing the Messiah. One of those precious prophecies is one that is so easy to miss, why would we think about the clothes Jesus wore? But this one blows me away, it’s the story of a seamless garment, the one our beautiful Saviour wore!

John 19:23-24 says this about the seamless garment: “𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒊𝒆𝒓𝒔, 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒄𝒓𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒇𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝑱𝒆𝒔𝒖𝒔, 𝒕𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝑯𝒊𝒔 𝒈𝒂𝒓𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒂𝒅𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔, 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒔𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒊𝒆𝒓 𝒂 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒔𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒖𝒏𝒊𝒄. 𝑵𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒖𝒏𝒊𝒄 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒂𝒎, 𝒘𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒑 𝒊𝒏 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒑𝒊𝒆𝒄𝒆. 𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒗𝒆𝒔, ‘𝑳𝒆𝒕 𝒖𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒊𝒕, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒊𝒕, 𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆,’ 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒑𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒇𝒖𝒍𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒔𝒂𝒚𝒔: ‘𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒅𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒈𝒂𝒓𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒚 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒔.’” What was so incredibly important about this seamless garment? About this robe that was woven in one piece?

Going back in time to Exodus 28, we first discover an ornate, seamless robe made especially for the High Priest. A robe woven with great care, not something that anyone else would wear because of the great cost. This robe was worn by the one who would enter the Holy of Holies, on behalf of the children of Israel, and bring offerings to the Great I Am for the sins of His chosen ones. The priest was taught that he must never tear his clothes, for if he did, he would invalidate his ministry as High Priest. Jesus wore that garment—that precious, seamless robe of the High Priest!

Have you ever noticed that when Jesus stood on trial before Caiaphas, the High Priest, Caiaphas ripped his garments once he had finished questioning Jesus?! “𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒈𝒉 𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝑯𝒊𝒎, “𝑫𝒐 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒏𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒓 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈? 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒔𝒆 𝒎𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒚 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒕 𝒀𝒐𝒖?” 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝑱𝒆𝒔𝒖𝒔 𝒌𝒆𝒑𝒕 𝒔𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒕. 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒈𝒉 𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝑯𝒊𝒎, “𝑰 𝒑𝒖𝒕 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒐𝒂𝒕𝒉 𝒃𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑮𝒐𝒅: 𝑻𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒖𝒔 𝒊𝒇 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑪𝒉𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒕, 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑺𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝑮𝒐𝒅!”𝑱𝒆𝒔𝒖𝒔 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒊𝒎, “𝑰𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅. 𝑵𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔, 𝑰 𝒔𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑺𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝑴𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑷𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒅𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏.”𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒈𝒉 𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒔, 𝒔𝒂𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈, “𝑯𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒑𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒏 𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒑𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒚! 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒇𝒖𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒅𝒐 𝒘𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒔? 𝑳𝒐𝒐𝒌, 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝑯𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒑𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒚!” (Matthew 26:62-65) In rage and self-righteousness, he tore his robe and disqualified himself from the priesthood! Why? Caiaphas had been replaced! Replaced by a High Priest who would go to the cross as an offering for the sins of the world!

I love how the Father does all things well, right down to the tiniest detail. Christ’s seamless robe was never torn; the soldiers cast lots for this precious garment, and it remained intact for all time! It is the seamless robe of Jesus, our High Priest, who sits at the right hand of God, forever making intercession for us!

Broken or Crushed?

‘𝑨𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒔 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒊𝒆𝒄𝒆𝒔; 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒎 𝒊𝒕 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒄𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅.’ Matthew 21:44

Which would you choose? The breaking or the crushing? Honestly speaking I’m not sure that I would want either, but this is the choice given by Jesus to the chief priests and Pharisees.

I remember a time in my life when I was broken. So broken. Into little pieces. Not my bones, but my heart. Dashed upon the rock. Truly rock bottom, my life shattered into little pieces around me. Sounds awful doesn’t it. But I remember what happened next. Jesus picked me up, took my broken heart and mended it, took the shattered pieces of my life, and put them back together until they were beautiful. Psalm 40:2 became my song, “𝑯𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒍𝒊𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒊𝒕, 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒖𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒊𝒓𝒆, 𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒐𝒏 𝒂 𝒓𝒐𝒄𝒌 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒈𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒂 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒎 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅. 𝑯𝒆 𝒑𝒖𝒕 𝒂 𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒎𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒉, 𝒂 𝒉𝒚𝒎𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝑮𝒐𝒅. 𝑴𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑳𝑶𝑹𝑫 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒊𝒎.” From that broken place my Abba Father put joy in my heart and for that I am eternally grateful.

You see, Jesus is that stone, our precious cornerstone, the one that we can fall upon, the one that we can go to in humbleness of heart and say, “𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯’𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵, 𝘓𝘖𝘙𝘋, 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 𝘮𝘦, 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘮𝘦, 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦.” When our hearts are shattered into a million tiny pieces, we can fall upon The Rock.

If we head to the concordance, we can see that the word ‘broken’ in Greek means broken! Or even shattered. But dig a little deeper, the root word of that broken denotes ‘𝘂𝗻𝗶𝗼𝗻, 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗮𝗻𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽, 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀!’ It speaks of relationship, relationship with the very God we have fallen upon. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘦 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘶𝘱𝘰𝘯 𝘑𝘦𝘴𝘶𝘴, 𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘎𝘰𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘴! Perhaps choosing the breaking is not so bad after all.

What about the crushing then? Being crushed by the rock? In comparison crushed means ‘𝗴𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗼 𝗽𝗼𝘄𝗱𝗲𝗿, 𝘀𝗰𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗱.’ Dissolved into dust and disintegrated to nothingness. Truly a point of no return. The crushing fury of God’s judgement coming down with full force, crushing into nothing. “𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘐 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘓𝘖𝘙𝘋, 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘐’𝘮 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘪𝘤𝘦.”

We can choose to either fall on the rock and be broken, let Him fill every area of our lives, give our lives to Him, and let Him take those broken pieces and refashion them, remake them into something wonderful. Something that reflects Christ. Or we can choose to let the rock fall upon us, the rock of God’s fury, obliterating us to dust. We can choose life or death. Following Jesus or not following Him. Not wanting to preach gloom and doom or even hellfire and damnation, but not choosing is also making a choice.

Now today, when I think about Jesus, I wonder if as He said these words, he was thinking about the choice He too had to make? Did his thoughts stray to the fact that He would be crushed by the rock? Crushed instead of us, for us! Taking the punishment, we deserved upon Himself, drinking the cup of God’s wrath. Today, as I think about Jesus, I know what my choice will be just as I know what His choice was. Do you know yours? Today, I am thankful that because of Jesus, I can throw myself upon the rock, my Saviour and Redeemer.

“𝒀𝒆𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑳𝒐𝒓𝒅’𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒉 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒖𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒓, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑳𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒂𝒏 𝒐𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒊𝒏, 𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒐𝒇𝒇𝒔𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑳𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅.” Isaiah 53:10 – 11.

Help Us To Forgive

“𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒖𝒔 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒅𝒆𝒃𝒕𝒔, 𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒅𝒆𝒃𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒔.”  Matthew 6:12

𝗙𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀.  This is one where you have to trust in the LORD and His plan for your life.  You have to trust that He knows best, that His ways are higher. It’s not easy abut it is necessary.  This daily cry to the LORD to forgive us is a critical search of your heart.  Were there words spoken too harshly, unkindness in my heart, unnecessary anger?  “𝘓𝘖𝘙𝘋, 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦.  𝘞𝘢𝘴𝘩 𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘯.”

1 John 1:9 tells us, “𝑰𝒇 𝒘𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒇𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒔, 𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒖𝒔 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒇𝒚 𝒖𝒔 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒖𝒏𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒆𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔.”  Our Abba Father is faithful, and he will forgive us but there is an If at the beginning of that sentence.  If we confess, we will be forgiven.  One of my favorite scriptures is Psalm 103:12; “𝒂𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒓 𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒆𝒔𝒕, 𝒔𝒐 𝒇𝒂𝒓 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒔𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒖𝒔.”   When we ask our Father for forgiveness He separates us from our sin, miles and miles and miles away he takes our sin from us!  “𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘍𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳!”

Then comes the “𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒅𝒆𝒃𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒔,” part!  A quote I have never forgotten is, “𝗨𝗻𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗶𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗽𝗼𝗶𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗮𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗶𝗲.”  When we hold unforgiveness in our hearts it rapidly turns to bitterness and resentment.  Your beautiful Father knows that when you forgive someone who has hurt you, you will be set free.

There have been times in my life when I definitely don’t want to forgive the one who has hurt me, broken my heart and crushed my soul.  When feelings of anger and a bitter taste are still on my tongue, that the LORD has asked me to forgive.  And I have.  Emotionally I haven’t ‘𝗳𝗲𝗹𝘁’  like forgiving, but I have gone through the motions, I have spoken the words, in faith I have forgiven.  Within days a new sense of freedom would permeate my soul, there would be a spring in my step and the realization that I had indeed forgiven.

Today, as you pray, take a moment to search your heart, know that God will take your sin from you and forgive you in seconds.  As you talk to Him ask your Abba Father to help you forgive those you are struggling to forgive, even if you don’t ‘𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝘁,’ do it by faith and let Holy Spirit minister to your soul and bring you to a place of freedom.

Our Daily Bread

“𝑮𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒖𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒅𝒂𝒊𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅.”  Matthew 6:11

This part of the prayer seems so simple, and really it is!  But it is in the acknowledgement of our daily needs that we will realise our absolute dependance on Him.  It’s a cry for provision in every area of our lives, for all our needs.  It’s also a reminder from the LORD that we are not to worry about tomorrow, or next week, or next year.  𝗢𝘂𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗶𝗹𝘆 𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱.

My husband will often say to me “𝙳𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚋𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚋𝚕𝚎,” when I’m voicing some of my worries and fears and he is absolutely right.  I often do that, worrying about things that I can’t do anything about, except of course take it to the LORD in prayer.  In the very same chapter of the LORD’s prayer, Jesus tells us; “𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒅𝒐 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒐𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘, 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒐𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒊𝒕𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇. 𝑬𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒊𝒕𝒔 𝒐𝒘𝒏.”   (Matthew 6:34) And so, as we ask the Father for our 𝗱𝗮𝗶𝗹𝘆 bread it becomes a reminder to leave those troubles at His feet, not worrying about tomorrow. 

Something the LORD’s prayer tells me is that God’s provision for my life is not dependent on me.  He doesn’t provide for me because I’m all prayed up, have done good deeds, or have done anything at all.  His provision is not contingent on me doing the right thing, because I am a sinner saved by grace!  It is the righteousness of Christ that God sees, not my righteousness.  He provides for me because he loves me. 

Our Abba Father has an open-door policy.  Whenever you want to go to Him whether for comfort, for guidance, for your daily bread, or simply for a chat, He is there waiting.  There are no rituals needing to be done before He will hear or before He will give.  It is all done by the blood of Jesus, our perfect Savior and Redeemer. 

Today, as you pray, remember that your Abba Father is waiting for you, longs to spend time with you, and will indeed give you your daily bread, providing for everything that you have need of.

Thy Will Be Done

“𝑻𝒉𝒚 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒅𝒐𝒎 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆, 𝑻𝒉𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒉, 𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏.”  Matthew 6:10

Surrender.  That’s the hard part.  The part where we really begin to pray, “𝗟𝗲𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗱𝗼𝗺 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲, 𝗢 𝗟𝗢𝗥𝗗, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗼𝘄𝗻!”  And even more than that, “𝗟𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗯𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹, 𝗔𝗯𝗯𝗮 𝗙𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿, 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝗱𝗼𝗻𝗲!”  Alan Redpath once said, “𝘉𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘱𝘳𝘢𝘺, ‘𝘛𝘩𝘺 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘥𝘰𝘮 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦’, 𝘸𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘳𝘢𝘺, ‘𝘔𝘺 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘥𝘰𝘮 𝘨𝘰’.”

It’s possible that you would have called me a ‘willful’ child – certainly if you speak to my Mother, she may say that.  Strong willed would be another way to put it!  Sadly, there is a stubborn streak in me that exists to this day, sometimes I try to play it off and say that I am tenacious.  To be fair, my tenacity has helped me to endure much!  I don’t believe in quitting and will hang on by my fingernails until the bitter end.  Perhaps that makes it all the harder to put someone else’s will above my own, but God has shown me over the years and over the many tears, that it is necessary to surrender.  That God’s way is oh so much better!

Often, I think back to the Garden, to that place of ultimate surrender in Gethsemane, a time in Jesus’ life where he was so “𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒎𝒆𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘, 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉.”  Matthew 26:39 tells us; “𝑮𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒇𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓, 𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒅, “𝑴𝒚 𝑭𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓, 𝒊𝒇 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒃𝒍𝒆, 𝒎𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒄𝒖𝒑 𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒎𝒆. 𝒀𝒆𝒕 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒂𝒔 𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒂𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍.”  Not what I want, Father, but what you want.  Let your will be done.  Despite the pain He knew He would endure, Jesus surrendered His will, His desires to the Father.

It was for the joy set before Him that Jesus endured the cross. (Hebrews 12:2). The realization that the plan of the Father was far greater, the purpose of the cross far superior to even the will of Jesus.  Absolute surrender.  “𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘑𝘦𝘴𝘶𝘴, 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘶𝘣𝘮𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘍𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳.”

I have realized that it is only in surrender, only in the laying down of my will at the feet of my LORD, that I will have empty hands to receive what God has for me.  A much greater plan!  When our hands are full of our own stuff, when we hold our own desires tightly to our chest, then we cannot receive the incredible blessings and plan of our Father.

As we say the LORD’s Prayer and come to the part of “𝗧𝗵𝘆 𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗱𝗼𝗺 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗻𝗲,” we are saying that you Abba Father are the priority.  Your priorities are my priorities, and my priorities no longer matter.  As you pray today, take the time to lay it all at Jesus feet, all your plans, your will, and then with empty hands lifted high, make His will your priority.

“Our Father…”

“𝑶𝒖𝒓 𝑭𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓, 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏, 𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒚 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆.”  Matthew 6:9

Oh, the very beginning of this prayer!  Our Father!  Our Father.  Not just anyone’s Father, not just Jesus’ Father, but our Father!  The very fact that He is my Father threatens to overwhelm.  The level of intimacy that this speaks of is deeply personal, and not just any Father but a perfect Father.  A Father that never disappoints, hurts or frustrates, a Father that is ever present and always near, not distant or detached.

As Jesus introduced this way of praying to His disciples they would have been surprised.  Surprised at being ushered into the family, surprised at the thought of addressing the Great I Am as Abba Father.  Dearest Father.  Daddy.  It’s a little surprising to me too, this wonderful invitation to be a part of the family of God.  A family which takes me as I am, encircles me, beckons me to sit at the feet of our Abba Father.  I love how this prayer reminds us that this is no earthly Father, but a Father who is in heaven.  A heavenly Father, one that is omnipresent.

Like two beautiful bookends, the beginning of this prayer and the end start with Praise.  An absolutely appropriate way to begin any time of prayer.  “𝑯𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒚 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆!”  May your name, Abba Father, always be glorified.  The word “𝗵𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗱” means treated as holy, dedicated, consecrated, set apart, sanctified.  We praise You, Father, as you are a holy God. When we think of praising His name, we are giving praise to the nature and very character of God, His reputation, His goodness, His love.  That right there is the very essence of glorifying God’s name.  He is set apart, different to us and as such His name needs to be treated with reverence, never leaving our lips in any other way, respected.

Psalm 9:10 says, “𝑻𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝑳𝒐𝒓𝒅, 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒔𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖.”  Those who know your name, who know your character, who know your goodness, who deep down inside have experience your love, they trust you.  We can know someone’s name and not ‘know’ them.  But we know the living God and so we trust Him.

As you begin your day, your time of prayer, as you sit at the feet of your Father today, start with Praise, glorify His name, worship your Abba Father – He is worthy of it all!

The LORD’s Prayer

Today’s a good day for an honest truth, sometimes I find prayer difficult!  There are days the words don’t seem to flow, or all the words are about me and what I think I need, or even days when I skip praying all together because of my inability to say no to people or the busyness of the day.  There is never a time when the LORD is not in my thoughts and short prayers are peppered throughout my day.  The prayer I’m talking about is time spent before the Father, waiting on Him, intentional, focused prayer.  Can anyone else relate?

Something often forgotten is that Jesus himself taught us how to pray, He gave us an example, telling us to pray in this way.  We call this The LORD’s Prayer, and I like so many others learned to recite this prayer when I was just ‘knee-high to a grasshopper!’  Or really little!  You can find this way of praying in Matthew 6:9-13.

“𝑰𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒓, 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆, 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚:

𝑶𝒖𝒓 𝑭𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏, 𝑯𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒆 𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆.

𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒅𝒐𝒎 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆. 𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝑶𝒏 𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒉 𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏.

𝑮𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒖𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒅𝒂𝒊𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅.

𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒖𝒔 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒅𝒆𝒃𝒕𝒔, 𝑨𝒔 𝒘𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒅𝒆𝒃𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒔.

𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒅𝒐 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒖𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒆𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏, 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒅𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒖𝒔 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒍 𝒐𝒏𝒆.

𝑭𝒐𝒓 𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒅𝒐𝒎 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓. 𝑨𝒎𝒆𝒏.”

Studying this sacred prayer, this roadmap to a fulfilling and fervent prayer life has helped me in so many ways, especially on the days I find difficult.  It is a prayer that is breathtaking in its beauty, resplendent in revelation, and packed with power.  If you take the time to focus on the words, consider what you are saying and not merely repeat it by routine you will rediscover the precious words of Jesus that will breathe new life into your rhythm of prayer.  Interesting to note that just a few verses earlier Jesus said, “𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚, 𝒅𝒐 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒗𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒅𝒐.” (vs 7) Mindlessly repeating the LORD’s prayer without thought will not achieve anything.

Tomorrow we’ll dive a little deeper into this prayer and see what God unfolds, but today, I invite you to take a moment and say the LORD’s Prayer with me and as we do really think about the words we are saying.  Say it out loud so that it echoes through your soul – “𝑶𝒖𝒓 𝑭𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓…”

Rivers of Life

In John 7:37-38 Jesus said;“𝑰𝒇 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒔, 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒌. 𝑯𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝑴𝒆, 𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒑𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅, 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒓.” Jesus promised not only to fill those who are thirsty, but promised that rivers of life would flow out from their innermost being. 𝗟𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗳𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗻, 𝗿𝗶𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗳𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝘂𝘁.

In Israel, there are two seas that are fed from the Jordan River. The Sea of Galilee, teaming with life, home to a myriad of fish, the soil is so fertile that almost any plant will flourish. The rabbis wrote, “𝙰𝚕𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝙶𝚘𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚊𝚜, 𝚢𝚎𝚝 𝙷𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚊𝚜 𝙷𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝.”

The other sea fed by the Jordan is the Dead Sea. During the Crusades, this sea was sometimes referred to as the “𝗗𝗲𝘃𝗶𝗹’𝘀 𝗦𝗲𝗮!” Sitting at 1,300 feet below sea level, this lake is the lowest place on earth. Nothing lives in the Dead Sea. Nothing.

These two seas are in the same area of Israel, fed by the same river but one of them is full of life and the other quite dead! The difference is that the Jordan River flows into the Sea of Galilee and then flows out again, but the Jordan only flows into the Dead Sea, there is no outlet. The Dead Sea takes the river in and keeps it to itself. The result–no life at all!

If we become like the Dead Sea, wanting only to be poured into, the results will be catastrophic. We need to be like the Sea of Galilee, thirsty, drinking of the Living Water but letting that river flow from us. 𝗧𝗼𝘂𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗲𝘀, 𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲, 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗮𝗱𝘃𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗛𝗶𝘀 𝗞𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗱𝗼𝗺. It’s only when we do this that we will begin to see abundant, rich fruit in our lives.🦋💕

I Am Prayer

𝗪𝗼𝗿𝗱𝘀 𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘁.  Especially words spoken against you by a friend.  They cut deep and can become a festering wound.  When I was young, if someone was being mean we used to chant the phrase; “𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘮𝘦!”  But the fact of the matter is – that simply isn’t true.   Words that are spoken have great power, the bible tells us the power of life or death!  (Prov 18:21)

Powerful King David, the man after God’s own heart, wasn’t immune to the wounding of words from those he considered friends.  Psalm 109:4-5 tells us this, “𝑾𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒆; 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆.   𝑰𝒏 𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑, 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒂𝒄𝒄𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒎𝒆, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒂 𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒓.”    David felt surrounded by words of hatred, attacked for no apparent reason, accused, maligned, and criticized.  Sound familiar?  He was hurt and his soul was downcast.  No-one would have blamed him if he had risen up and retaliated in kind.  I am amazed at David’s response – “𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒂 𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒓.”

“𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒂 𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒓!”  David took it to the LORD in prayer.  Even when they attack me and accuse me, I will pray.  Even when they shout words of hatred at me, talk about me behind my back, I will pray.  Even when they lie about me, slander my name, or smear my name, I will pray.  I am a man of prayer.  I for one can certainly learn something from David as so often I react immediately instead of taking the time to pray and asking the LORD what my response should be.

The Hebrew meaning behind David’s phrase, “𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒂 𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒓,” is interesting.  Translated it becomes, ‘𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒓.”  David’s whole life was characterized by prayer, it was that important to him.  Charles Spurgeon puts it this way, “𝘏𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘱𝘳𝘢𝘺.  𝘏𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘢𝘺𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘦.”  David became prayer as they became hatred, he became prayer as they became discontent.

And so, the question becomes, which do we want to be?  We have to choose.  We can choose to become people of prayer or people that are marked by the unkind words we say, by the gossip that we speak.  In my heart of hearts, I want to be prayer but today is a good day to take stock of the things I say, to consider my actions and reactions, and to remember to take everything to God in prayer.